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Rowan's POV
(warning slight smut)

My heart beaded fast as Calum slowly approached me.

Calum grabbed my wrists and glared into my eyes.

I tried to slip out of his grip but his hands clenched my wrists. It's almost like he was trying to detach my hand from my arm.

"I-"

"You don't speak until I tell you." Calum snapped making me flinch.

"Stop." I said trying to escape from his grip.

"Make me. See if you can." He said suddenly crashing his lips onto mine.

I was to scared to even kiss back.

My body felt so tingly, but not in a good way.

Calum pulled away with anger in his eyes.

"I don't appreciate your lack of cooperation, Rowan." He said moving his hands to my shoulder.

My wrists ached of pain.

"I'm-"

"Shut up." He said before picking me up by my waist.

I didn't even want to start kicking and squirming around because there was no point to even do that.

Calum threw me down on his bed.

My arms clung to my torso and my legs felt like they were attached since I couldn't even move them.

The button to my pants was already unbuckled by Calum's hands.

Fear filled my body when he slid my pants down my legs.

He stopped and took of my shoes then proceeded to take my pants off.

I heard a slight chuckle from Calum.

His fingers ran across the waist band of my underwear.

Then, my shirt was being forced off my body.

I was practically almost naked at this point.

I shut my eyes tightly to avoid looking into Calum's eyes.

His hands ran up and down my torso giving me a rush of chills down my back.

The sound of the zipper on his pants going down filled the room.

I opened my eyes slightly to see Calum throwing his pants on my bed. So he was in only his boxers now.

Then, he took them off making his penis appear.

I looked up at the ceiling and waited for Calum to speak or do something.

Suddenly, my underwear was pulled off.

My hands clenched into fists beside me.

Calum's hand traveled to my vagina making my breath hitch.

"He can't make you feel this way, can't he?" Calum questioned suddenly gripping my upper thighs.

"N-no." I stuttered.

"Good." He said.

My toes curled as his hands traveled my body.

"You're not ready for this." Calum said.

Calum then shoved his length into me.

I bit down on my lip trying not to make any type of sound.

I am mentally screaming and some part of me wants to push him off but that'll just make his anger more heated.

"Who's your daddy?" Calum questioned with his hands on my wrists.

I resisted to answer his question.

"Answer me!" Calum yelled.

"Y-you." I whimpered.

"That's what I th-" Calum said before being interrupted by a knock on our door.

Calum got off of me and quickly pulled on his clothes that he was wearing before this all started.

He opened the door and I quickly got under Calum's sheets.

I heard Ashton's voice.

"We're fine now leave." Calum said before slamming the door.

-

Calum did proceed after Ashton knocked.

Did I like it? Kinda.

The boys and I are out at the shops in London.

Of course, every store we have gone to has had to lock the doors and separate the fans away from them if they were in the store we were at.

I honestly want to go hang out with Abdiel one day and leave to America with out Calum knowing.

I'm annoyed with everyone right now but I am suppose to be a "nice" person,

I am but I choose not to be when it comes to certain people.

All the fans are so cute and nice.

So, here I am, waiting for Calum to be done paying.

"Come on." He said pulling me and out the door to a swarm of fans.

I almost tripped over some people's feet.

"Kill yourself, Rowan!" Someone yelled.

dUDE OMG I DIDNT FINISH THIS CHAPTER AND I PUBLISHSD IT OMG SORRY ❤️

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