Reminiscing

Stay With Me

[Listen to Sam Smith's- Stay With Me for this chapter.]

Candice's POV~

As Nancy headed downstairs to grab a bottle of wine and glasses, I began to wander around the room.

A sudden wave of restlessness began to overcome me. I didn't know if it was because of the champagne I drank at the Muhatti event, or if it was because I was so close to Nancy.

All I did know was that I felt a million different sensations each time Nancy touched me or held my hand.

I didn't know if I would be able to control myself around her.

I suddenly felt like I was a wild animal that had been confined inside a recluse area. I felt anxious, hungry and the urge to dominate whoever dared come near me.

Get a grip...I scolded myself.

As I looked around what used to be Nancy's and my room, my eyes landed on a stack of CD's that had belonged to me in high school.

Immediately I grabbed one and placed it on Nancy's sound system. I turned the volume down and as the music filled the room, my mind was flooded with memories. Like that one time when Nancy danced with me in our school's talent show. She hadn't wanted to, but I laughed when I remembered how I had convinced her of doing it. All I had to do was tell her that we could do a routine that included a lot of hands-on touching, she agreed in a heartbeat!

My eyes then landed on Nancy's phone and I connected it to the AUX cord.

As I skipped through her list of genres, my eyes landed on one of Sam Smith's songs-Stay With Me-to be exact.

I didn't peg Nancy as someone to listen to a song like that. So I was curious as to why she had it. Nancy's favorite genre was rock and therefore it was easy for me to spot it out.

I played the song and simply stood there as the soft music began to play.

When the lyrics softly began, I stood in shock as my brain processed the words. Not to mention that half the shock was due to Nancy stepping inside the room at the same time the lyrics began.

I didn't dare turn around.

Consciously trying my best not to move an inch as I felt her presence behind me.

I was overwhelmed. My heart swelled with an infinite amount of emotions directed towards that woman. Was I happy? Sad?

I couldn't explain the things I was experiencing at this very moment. I was in a daze and the music, the atmosphere, all of the tension between us was too much for me to allow myself to think clearly.

Oh won't you, stay with me...

Goosebumps prickled my skin as Nancy's fingers slowly brushed my hair off of my shoulder.

'Cause you're all I need...

Her lips came down to my neck and I literally could feel my eyes rolling to the back of my head.

My stomach had turned into a huge mass of knots and undeniable urges of things I hadn't done with Nancy in years. My breaths came out irregularly and I feared Nancy would think I was suffering an arrhythmia. I was currently having hot flashes and I just wanted to take Nancy down with me.

She had to help me or else I would just about faint because of the irrepressible need that I had.

So without much of a warning, I pushed Nancy on her bed and straddled her.

Her eyes were glued on me and I couldn't help but gulp.

The lust was evident in her eyes and the darkness that now brewed inside them was almost too much for me to handle.

Almost.

Not entirely because I now knew this woman completely.

Secrets, fears, flaws and all.

Only multiplying what I was currently feeling by a handful.

Her hands roamed over my body and I bit my lip. Unconsciously grinding on Nancy's stomach, which caused her to grip my waist tightly.

She closed her eyes and flipped us over.

Even as she hovered over me, she didn't open them. I caressed her face and gave her a searing kiss.

"Why are you forcing your eyes closed?" I whispered.

She breathed out slowly and shook her head as if embarrassed about something.

"I feel that if I close them I could make this moment last longer as a good dream does."

Can I take this moment to swoon real quick?

"Open your eyes." I softly begged her.

It didn't take long for me to see those lovely blue-green orbs that I adored. Especially with her noticeably dilated pupils.

That's how a passionate night between me and my troubled lover began.

Did I really have to go into details about how amazing my night was?

Did I have to explain how much I trembled by Nancy's mere touch?

The way her hands, her body, and her mouth made me feel so alive. How sexy she looked without clothes and how kinky she was.

Let's just say no one has ever used an ice cube as a teasing object before. That pretty much explains how wild my night with Nancy was. We actually stayed up until dawn.

I didn't expect to have sex with Nancy.

Okay, I totally did!

I was yearning her touch and I probably would have done anything to make sure I ended in her bed at least for this night if she didn't make a move on me.

So far I could say that it was definitely worth it. Nancy was my best.

The first one ever and still the very best. She would always be my number one despite if we remained together or not.

I wouldn't deny that she was extremely attractive. Her body was perfection. With just the right amount of curves, muscle, and smoothness.

I never could get tired of rubbing my hands all over her. Or touching her soft hair. Much less kissing her luscious lips.

Even as I rested beside Nancy with her arms perfectly wrapped around me like a Balmain jacket, I couldn't help but think about what she wanted from me.

For me to stay.

Could I actually do that for her? For myself? Was this what I really wanted?

"Goodnight babe." Nancy's sexily hoarse voice interrupted the silence.

She pecked my temple and I sighed in contentment. I couldn't deny the happiness I felt right at this moment.

So with a smile, I wished Nancy a goodnight as well. I hugged her torso and comfortably snuggled closer.

Momentarily pushing any other thought out of my mind.

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