I'm The Girl Next Door |SEQUEL|

12 • Forgive

|ASH POV|

The next morning, I woke up my side hurt so bad! My eyes had dried sleep and tears in them. Yes I went to sleep crying because how did we even come to this part of us. I admit that I didn't do the stud on stud thing, and yes she did change my life in alot of ways, I don't care about the stud shit no more, I feel like I have a family a disfunctionl family at that, I have friends, and some one that is supposed to love me. But do she really love me!

I laid there looking at my phone facing the door, while she laid behind me. I texted Dime, because I don't think sky would have the right advice about me and Kris!

Me - hey, dime you up yet?

Dime - yes, what's goodie? I'm going on a run! 🏃

Me - I need advice about Something!😳

Dime - I'm here! What's wrong 😨

Dime - 😱 you pregnant, I knew it Kris fucking you down to good over there

Me - bitch 🖕, if you don't stfu, it's fucking serious man.

Dime - okay sorry, go!

Me - I think me and Kris are gonna be over!, And I don't know what to do, I thought her being home would be so enjoyable, but this last day or so its been hell, she even did the whole makeup sex thing, it was great but it don't change how I feel

Dime - oh, no no no, not y'all. I'm serious how can y'all not see that y'all are meant for each other! No one go through what y'all been through to just give up after one day. Ash, she just got out of prison jail whatever , she had the shit beat out of her and she  found out you was kissing other bitches,

Me - k, so that gives her the right to cut me with a cup then to eat my pussy and everything should be okay? Fuck that, I'll be by my damn self

Dime -  I didn't say that shit, ash, I'm positive Kris didn't do that shit on purpose, how many times have you jumped on Kris? You can't do that shit to her ash,

Me - your kidding right?

Dime - give her a fucking chance ash, Kris has done everything to stay with you!

Me - I forgot your her friend, I should have asked sky

Dime -  this year, she has killed for your ass, she has had you almost die on her , you literally had no memory of who the fuck she was, no matter the fact that she still tried to help your remember that you loved her, her uncle came back and tried to rape her, this crazy bitch did rape her, and you tried to kick her ass a couple times, when that bomb blew up on you, Kris was there the entire time

Dime - ENTIRE FUCKING TIME! and sky would tell your ass that you are fucking tripping ash, Kris fucking loves and adores you like nothing I've ever seen from her! Just ask her ash!

I didn't even reply, I just put my phone down. I didn't want to hear none of that shit from dime. At all, I turned to face Kris, and I did. She was now woke, and I faced her with tears in her eyes and her face was just pale. She didn't say anything to me, I already knew what was wrong, she had saw the texts with dime. She just got up, and walked in the bathroom!