I'm The Girl Next Door |SEQUEL|

18 • Brokenhearted

|ASH POV|

I felt like shit how I yelled at Kris, earlier. When she left I ended up going to see my therapist, Mrs Hunter, she told me to call the number on the business card and see what happens, I didn't call of course not Infront of her, I waited til I got in my car.

"Okay, ash you can do this, just dial and let it ring " I dialed

"Sorry you have reached the office of Ashlan and Andrea James we are not in right now but leave a message..." I hung up, I thought this could be old,

I cut my phone off just in case they called back or had redial or some shit. I wasn't ready for this I can't do this shit. Lord, I can't breath it starts raining, fuck I can't see I just wanna go home to my condo, but I can't leave Kris alone she hate thunderstorm so much.

Okay ash clear your head, I told myself. Just relax, go home and make sure Kris is okay, and apologize to her. My head was clear after a few meditation chants on the survey to Kris house. I pulled in the drive way and Kris is getting out of a black car and they are leaving. I couldn't see who it was, but now she just standing in the rain. We get in the house and she lying already.

"Why do you lie to me?" I said as I out on a big t shirt and she took her wet clothes off

"Ash, I told you I don't have a condom I swear I didn't!" She pleaded

"Kris that's not what I'm talking about, why were you crying, don't lie to me" I sat down in in the middle of the balcony at the top of the stairs on the floor

"That was gabby!"  She sat down Infront of me

"Your crying over this Gabby who a friend?" I  was confused

"We was just talking about my past with uncle David" I just looked at her

"Why you never talk to me, Kris?" I asked her as she sat there naked

"I don't know, I guess it's just easier because I've known her for like almost seven years

"You know I'm here don't you?" I asked her sitting back against the railings

"Ash, yes I do know and I absolutely love you for that reason" she moved closer to me

"Are you sure" I don't think I believe her

"Ashlandra, I am positive that I love you, I'm in love with you!" She crawled to me and kissed me, I couldn't even kiss her back

"This what we doing?" She asked me

"Sorry, for earlier I should have never spoke to you like that not called you out your name" I changed the subject

"Okay but..." I cut her off again

"I'm also sorry for accusing you of fucking some nigga or bitch, I shouldn't have said that to you at all, I'm sorry" I smiled at her, she looked at me weird

"Why you didn't kiss me back, you've never not kiss me back period ash! " She shook her head as she heard the thunder start