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"Are you Fucking kidding me, Shawn?" I couldn't help but raise my voice an octave higher when he told me what he had just done to one of my best friends. "Why would you do that?!"
"I don't know! She was just there, I guess." He shrugged his broad shoulders, taking a seat on my dressing table chair and spinning round in it so his body could face mine which was currently pacing around the bedroom.
" 'She was just there'? What the fuck is wrong with you?!" I ran a hand through my hair, still pacing back and forth. "You don't just go around kissing people and expect them not to fall for you!"
"We kiss all the time and you haven't fallen for me." He threw his hands up then slapped them back down on to his lap.
"That's different!" A groan slipped out as I took a seat on the edge of my bed. "You've been leading her on for how long now?"
"We've been doing stuff for two months but I wasn't leading her o-" I made a shhh sound to shut him up.
"As I was saying; you've been leading her on for two months, how did you expect her not to fall for you?"
"I didn't think I was leading her on!" He yelled but immediately quietened his voice when he saw the death glare I sent him for raising his voice at me. "I thought we were doing what you and I are doing; have been doing for years now."
"Shawn, everyone is different." My voice was calm since I had no more energy left for me to yell at him. "We're friends with benefits because we can't catch feelings for people. Hayley isn't like that; she catches feelings really easily."
"Well I know that now, for fuck sake." He groaned, running a hand through his curly hair. I stood up again and began pacing the room. "We haven't even been on a date or done any couple-y things! It was literally a couple kisses here and there, the occasional hook-up where we left straight after. How do you catch feelings from that?"
"I don't know, Shawn!" Now I was getting frustrated all over again. "All I know is that she is crying to me at night because of you! And I can't tell her that I know how she feels bla bla bla because then she'll ask how would I know how it felt then I'd have to put us out when we've kept it a secret for this long!"
Shawn began to giggle and because he giggled, my bubbling frustration only got worse. "Don't you dare laugh at me, Mendes. I swear to god!"
"You're fucking insane, you know that?" I stopped in front of him when those words left his mouth. His hands took a hold of my hips and pulled me to stand in between his legs. "I promise I won't lead on any more of your friends, 'Kay?"
"If I find out you've broken this promise I'm gonna kick the fuck-boy right out of you."
"If you do that then I'd have no energy to fuck you." The smirk on his face immediately disappeared when I slapped his hands away from me. "Im sorry, that was uncalled for."
"Damn Fucking right it was, asshole."
"Babe," He took a hold of my hands, grabbing my attention. "Love you."
