The Casanova Queen

Chapter 44

Chapter 44: 

(Amber's POV)

" EXPLAIN! " nanggagalaiti niyang sabi sa akin habang hinihilot ang kanyang sintidao at naka-upo sa harapan ko.

" It was nothing Kevin please don't be angry." mahinahon kong sabi sa kanya kaya naman napa-angat ang ulo niya at tiitigan ako ng mabuti.

" nothing? you called it NOTHING?! how on earth that can be? I saw you with him, with Crayon. You were kissing and his hands are all over your body! then you said it was nothing? ha! Amber tell me the truth! "

" it was nothing, nadala lang ako sa kanya please naman Kevin paniwalaan mo naman ako, di lahat ng nakita mo totoo na agad, we were just kissing at yun na iyon."

" the problem Amber is you are KISSING! ano ba ang gusto mong reaksyon ko na makita ka na may kahalikang iba? magiging masaya? that's insane Amber ni isang hibla nga ng buhok mo ayaw kong ipahawak sa iba tapos makipaghalikan ka pa kaya?"

" alam ko, you're jelous but I swear it was nothing Kevin. "

" okay I'll let this past pero I don't want na mangyari pa ito ulit. I love you Amber kaya please wag mo na akong pahirapan pa, alam mo naman na gagawn ko ang lahat para sa iyo diba? kaya please I am begging you wag na wag kang lalapit sa iba dahil oo nagseselos ako at napakaliit lang ng pasensya ko pagdating sa mga ganyang bagay. Yes I am possessive kasi pinapahalagahan kita more than anyone, more than sa sarili ko. I love you." lumapt siya sa akin and he cupped my face with his hands. Kaya ko siya mahal it's because he's not him, he's not Crayon pero sorry Kevin.

I can't promise to stay away from that man dahil magtatagpo na magtatagpo ang landas namin at alam kong magiging madalas na iyon ngayon pa at parang inenganyo ko siya na kunin ako sayo Kevin. I am such a fool!

" I am sorry Kevin, I love you too. " finally I got the chance na sabihin sa kanya ang matagal ko ng gustong sabihin. This is the last day and I know na dapat ko ng gawin ang pinaplano ko sa una palang. I supposedly make him fall for me and leave him after that crying but I ended up loving him too and making myself back before but more reform than beofre.

" yes, finally you said those words for me, akala ko di ko na maririnig 'yan galing sa iyo, even if it's just 10 days na magkasama ko I finally heard you saying to me that you love me. You make me so happy Amber, thank you " after that he kissed me and I kissed him back. A romantic sensatio ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya, and I know na finally mabibigay ko na ang sarili ko sa kanya, yes we had you know before kaya kami nagakilala pero we were drunk and now were not.

I am not a virgin anymore pagkatapos ng nangyari sa amin ni Kevin way back in New York pero at least ngayon, we make love not because I am stressed or something because I am prepred to give him myself.

We ended up cuddling with each other and sleep comfortably that night, hindi ko alam kung ano ang mga mangyayari bukas but alam ko na ititigil ko na itong kahibanagan kong paiyakin si Kevin dahil mahal ko na siya, I ended up falling in my own trap.