Twice One Shots

7. Coming out as FTM to MoMo

   MoMo was laying down on the couch, flipping through tv channels. There wasn't much on so she just turned the tv off, eager for you to get home. You weren't usually this late so she was a bit worried. She tried to get comfortable but she was starting to panic more so no position could bring her any sort of comfort. Hearing a light knock on the door she jumped up and immediately threw it open, a little disappointed that it was only Chaeyoung.

"What's wrong with you?" Chaeyoung stepped into your house and took her shoes off, standing in the doorway quietly, trying to read MoMo's expression.

"I-I just. Y/N has been gone for so long. I'm getting worried. What if- What if she got hurt? What if someone tried to snatch her?!" She started to cry now, tears flowing freely down her face. Chaeyoung, being the second youngest member and most inexperienced with love, just patted MoMo's shoulder awkwardly.

"There there. You know she's tough as hell and if anyone gets near her they'll lose teeth or a leg. How late is she anyway?" Chaeyoung wrapped her arms around MoMo and just leaned against the wall since the older girl was no longer supporting her own weight.

MoMo just leaned against Chaeyoung and sniffed, holding up her left hand with all of her fingers extended. She looked up with red puffy eyes and frowned. "F-five minutes."

Chaeyoung just looked between MoMo and her hand with her mouth open. "B-but." She stopped, confused as to why you being only five minutes late was such a bad thing. "B-but it's only five minutes. Nothing could have happened in five minutes." She slowly tore herself away from MoMo and led her into the kitchen, pouring her a small glass of water.

MoMo just sighed and shook her head, lightly dabbing at her tear stained cheeks. "You don't understand Chae. She's here every day either a minute late or a minute early. The only times she's been super late... she's called." She sat down and took a sip of the water and put her head into her hands. "What if she doesn't love me anymore?"

Chaeyoung pulled a chair up beside MoMo and tapped her on the shoulder causing her to look up. "Listen Mo. I know your girlfriend. I know she would never stop loving you. You've been together for what? Two years now? That's a long time to put up with your annoying ass." She laughed and MoMo lightly hit her on the shoulder.

"Ya! That's mean. Why are you always bullying me? Huh? I should fight you!" MoMo tried to be serious but immediately cracked a smile once the younger girl started to laugh. "Hey what are you here for though?"

Chaeyoung sat up a bit and dug around in her bag and pulled out a form and a pen. "I'm having all of the members sign this so we can have a special Christmas party at our house. I just stopped here last because I knew you'd be taking a nap." MoMo laughed and looked over the form, signing her name under the rest of the members' names.

"I guess JYP has to approve?" Chaeyoung laughed lightly and nodded, folding the paper back up. She put the paper in her purse and the pen before standing up.

"I know Y/N will be okay. Just trust me. I have to go though. My boyfriend said he'd take me out to dinner." She blushed lightly and gave MoMo a quick hug before slipping her shoes back on, running out into the rain that had just started.

As MoMo closed the door she immediately heard the door open again. "Chae what did you forg-." She stopped short when she saw you, slightly drenched in rain with a briefcase in hand.

"I'm so sorry I'm late. I just had so much to do at the office and everyone needed help on filing. I just couldn't leave." You set your briefcase down and took your heels off, setting them by the doorway.

MoMo just stared at you for a moment before jumping on you, not caring at all that you're wet. "I-I was so worried. Why didn't you call?" Tears started to well up in her eyes again and you wiped them away quickly, kissing her on the forehead.

"I'm sorry jagiya. My phone died and everyone had theirs dead or didn't bring them. Have I worried you too much?" You kissed her head again and smiled softly when she shook her head.

"Not at all... but are you okay? You seem sad. I can see it in your eyes." She tilted your head down a bit since you were taller than her. She held your hand and squeezed it lightly.

You stood there silently and looked anywhere but her, trying to find the courage to tell her. "I-I uhm. I've needed to tell you something for a really long time now. I just- I just don't know how to say it. I don't want to- to make you mad or anything." Rambling a bit you held your head down and looked at your slippers, a bit ashamed you kept it from her for so long.

MoMo just hugged you tightly and said into your wet jacket, "I promise I will love you no matter what you tell me." She looked up into your sad eyes and pulled you down for a quick kiss, taking your jacket off.

Shrugging the jacket off, you loosened the short tie you had on and started to say something under your breath. "I'm- I'm..."

She looked up at you a bit confused and hung your jacket up. "What? I couldn't hear you." She walked you over to the couch and sat down with you, holding your hand in hers.

"I'm t- I'm transgender." You sat there for a moment, immediately regretting telling her. It was so quiet you could hear the patter of rain on the windows and the whole world seemed to just stop. You didn't dare look up and see the expression on her face. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. I just didn't know what to say or how to say it."

It was quiet for a minute more and then MoMo just wrapped her arms around you, kissing you softly. You didn't know what was going on but you went with it, wrapping your arms around her small waist. "I love you. I told you I'd love you no matter what. The only difference is is that you're now my boyfriend. I don't really know much about transgender people though so it would be nice if you could tell me more."

You let go of the breath you had no idea you were holding in and the biggest smile spread across your face. "Uhm-ye-yeah. Of course I can. Well... I am FtM transgender which means that I was assigned the female gender I was born with due to the parts I have but I identify as male and I think like a male. I prefer male pronouns and a different name which is Y/N."

MoMo just nodded, taking it all in. She looked deep in thought and looked up at you, smiling softly. "Ya. Guess what?"

You shook your head and shrugged your shoulders. "What?" She laughed softly and hugged you again, whispering in your ear.

"Now Y/N, I get to call you my boyfriend!"

I know. I know. This is different to all of the other one shots I've posted. This kind of resonates with me though since I am transgender. If you don't like people in the LGBT+ community then you don't have to read it. That's okay. I hope you are enjoying this book though. I love you guys a lot! I'm also so so sorry I haven't updated this in so long. I've been going through a lot of rough things lately but I'm okay now. I'm definitely able to write more :)
-krn