Last First Kiss 2 (HS)

Chapter 56

"Emily please" I felt a pair of strong arms pull me off the cold ground and I bit my lip trying to control my sobs. I made eye contact with Louis who was now sitting on my ground with me in the bathroom.

"Is she okay?" I heard Liam's voice behind me.

"I don't know" He shook his head. I wanted to say yes or give them a sign that I could hear them but again I couldn't move. All I could do was stare into Louis's curious and confused eyes. "Emily can you hear me?" I softly nodded and he gasped with relief pulling me into his chest.

"Lou what happened?"

"Hold on a minute Liam let me take care of her first. Emily brush your teeth love" I didn't take any offense or any emotion because as of now I didn't have any. I did as he said crying while spreading the minty toothbrush in my mouth and staring into the wrecked girl in the mirror.

"Should we wake Harry?" Liam asked causing me to choke on the toothepaste. More tears came out of my eyes as the strong scent stung my throat. I quickly splashed the sink water in my mouth to stop coughing.

"Liam!" Louis scolded. I spit out the remaining toothpaste and dried my mouth.

"You okay Emily?" Louis asked rubbing my back leading me out of the bunk room.

"No" My voice was weak and hoarse just like in the nightmare. I brought my hands to my face and sobbed in them remembering every hateful word Harry said to me. It felt so real. Why do I keep having these dreams that are so relevant to my life? Do they mean something? I know that they do because every time I had a nightmare it turned into reality. I just didn't want to think that the yelling conversation between Harry and I would become real.

"Emily please tell us what's wrong" All I could do was shake my head. I didn't want to tell them. It was too embarrassing how I'm acting so stupid over a dream.

 "Calm down everything is going to be okay I promise" Louis pulled me onto his lap softly caressing my back. It was soothing and comforting but the nagging thought of the possibility of me leaving and never coming back never left me alone.

"W-We're going to b-breakup Louis it's going to happen I-I saw it" I sobbed.

"No you aren't Harry loves you and you aren't going to breakup"

"What if we do? I'm going to be all alone. I'm going to have to leave the tour and I don't know if I'll ever see you guys again"

"Emily don't say that we are here for you and we aren't going anywhere" After that it was all silence. he continued rubbing my back till his hand stopped slowly falling by his side.

I looked up and realized he was asleep. Both him and Liam. I got off of Louis and curled up in a ball pulling my knees to my chest. Tears still streamed down my face but the rest of me was still. I stared at the ground replaying the dream over and over again. I felt my eyes getting tired but I refused to sleep.

I wish I could go into Harry's bunkbed and curl up to him and peacefully fall asleep but I couldn't. Not after what I saw in my head. You know when you have a bad dream about someone hurting you and you wake up made at them or sad thinking it was real? That's how I was. I was afraid of Harry. Afraid that he would say something like that to me bringing my world crashing down.

All I could do is sit and stare at the ground until someone stopped me. Thoughts came and went through my head and eventually the sunlight was pouring through the curtains. I still remained in the same position though. I wasn't even sure if I was crying anymore everything felt numb.

HARRY'S POV

Niall's snoring woke me up and I groaned tossing the pillow at him. It didn't work. I climbed the small ladder from my middle bunk bed and went into the bathroom. I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth to wake me up. Checking my phone I saw that it was already 11:30. I'm surprised Emily isn't up waking us up to go get breakfast.

I walked out and froze when I saw her with her head resting on her arms that were folded over her knees. She blankly stared at the ground while Liam and Louis were passed out next to her. What the hell? As I got a better look at her she was still in the same clothes from the concert. Jean shorts and he favorite blue crop top?

Did she change? Or sleep?

"Emily?" She flinched when I said her name and looked at me with so much fear in her eye it worried me. She had makeup smeared all around her eyes and dark circles forming.

"U-Um I'm fine" Her voice was so distant. Did I do something?

"Are you sure? Did you sleep?"

"Yeah um I-I have to go" She grabbed her phone and slipped on a pair on sandals.

"Why where are you going?" I lightly held her arm to keep her from leaving especially looking like that. her eyes flickered to where my hand held her arm. I noticed how her breathing increased and I could feel her pulse go up. She was so scared.

"I-I need to go" She pulled away and practically ran to the door.

"Emily?" Louis's groggy voice seemed to lure her back inside and I saw how relaxed she was. I am so confused but mostly worried. She looks like she needs to go to a mental hospital. "Where are you going? Stay here"

"U-Um I-I" Why is she stuttering? Emily never stutters. Ever. "I just wanted to go outside"

"You're going to get mobbed and looking like that you will b on the cover of magazines for the next six months"

"Louis!" I scolded for his choice of words which he seemed to ignore.

"Babe please just stay inside. Go shower the we can go outside" Jealousy hit me hard when he called her babe. Did they do something? Is that why she looks like she's going crazy?

"O-Okay" She sniffled and quickly walked to the shower. She seemed almost as if she was trying to get away from me. Once the door closed I turned back to Louis in anger.

"What the hell was that?"

"Harry you need to tell her right now! Everything"

"Why?"

"Because she's having nightmares! I walked in on her practically having a seizure on the floor! She threw up after I woke her up and I think we both know she didn't get any sleep last night! Harry she thinks you two are going to break up! I have never seen anyone, let alone Emily, that scared and fragile last night. She was shaking and sweating and crying. You are driving her crazy by not telling her!"

"She was..she had a nightmare?"

"Yeah and the minute Liam said your name she started choking on her toothbrush" The last comment hurt me badly. I knew I had to fix this but I had no idea how to.