Lost

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Peri POV

I rubbed my face with my hands, groaning.

There are so many things I've fucked up. I couldn't help it. I get overwhelmed and try to fix it, but I make it so much worse.

It's why I don't have friends.

It's why I chose my job.

It's why I'm alone.

Tears were still streaming down my face. I felt the urge to just drive away, but another part of me wanted to go back. Wanted to hug lapis and apologize 100 times. Wanted to tell her how I felt.

But I was frozen. I was sitting in my car, crying, waiting for someone who might never come. I saw her ankle bleeding... could she even walk?

I twitched. What if a bear found her, or she got ate up by bugs... so many bad scenarios ran through my thoughts...

But i couldn't move. I couldn't explain why. Everything seemed slow, I could hear my heart beating fast, my breath slow.

What is wrong with me? I moved my hands and stared at them. They were shaking, I felt horrible. Sick, even.

I closed my eyes, breathing deeply.

What now?

[Yes, a third chapter for today. This was really short and figured this wouldn't be enough for a update tomarrow.

Also, I have decided to do a Christmas thing.

Monday morning I will post three chapters, All of them pretty decent length.

Little Christmas present for you gorgeous sinners (^-^)

Love you guys, goodnight.]

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