I need this... I need YOU! (lapidot Human AU)

Miss Her

Lapis POV

When Amy had said there would be a party, I took it as an opportunity to forget the past few days.

Alcohol, dancing, probably karaoke.

It would help me take my mind off things.

I stood infront of my mirror, holding two dresses. One was a sort of slick silver, with black straps and ends, and the other was a soft blue oceon color, with white markings. The silver and black one was a little looser, but the blue one would show my curves.

I bit my lip. I couldn't decide. On one hand, maybe... maybe finding someone would be best, but on the other hand, that could end badly, and I wanted to be able to dance.

I sighed and set the silver and black dress down and ruffled my hair. I should probably take a shower... but there was still a good 5 hours until the party actually started.

From what Amy had told me, although it was at the docs, it was more formal. Alot of the people were from specific company's, and Amy had gotten a few invites from a friend.

She had told me peridot had refused, and that would be best. If I saw her there... I wouldn't know what to do. I sighed again and flopped onto the bed.

I missed her.

I shouldn't. She was so mean... so cold to me. She left me in the forest with a injured foot. I had hoped she'd text to say she was sorry, say it was stress, Say it wasn't my fault, but nothing.

I didn't text her. I didn't call. I couldn't bring myself too. I felt rejected. And I probably was, the way she acted....

She probably never wanted to see me again.

I couldnt help wondering though... it was so weird. Her behavior, it was almost like something just snapped. Did something upset her? I wish she would've told me.

...

Whatever.

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I straightened my dress slightly, turning in the mirror.

I made a good choice. The flowing silver and black made me look really good, and it would allow freer movement.

I smiled. I adjusted the straps, making sure it felt right, and picked up my phone, texting Amy. I wasn't riding with her, but she had asked me to inform when I was ready and then again when I was on my way.

I set it back down and twirled, smiling. I loved the flow of it, and it would probably shimmer in the light.

I stopped, taking a deep breath. Tonight was about fun. Tonight was about me.

Tonight was gonna be great.

[I realized I had another chapter before the Christmas trio, so here ya go haha.]