My Vampire Twin

Chapter 12 - l Lied?

(A/N: I don't know how to write about the training, I'm exactly not in the mood to write about the "details" plus, I don't exactly know how to write about the actions that the character make so let's just skip it.) 

Celina's POV

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Six years had passed and Shawn was my trainer since then. Shawn started staying at the mansion a month after Emily had gotten better. And since then, I felt... weird. Training ended quickly since that I don't even want to train with Shawn but I had no choice but to do it since that Philip was the one who said that I should. Training was obviously about fighting, I don't doubt Shawn's skills but I'm afraid to hurt him. 

"What's wrong?" Shawn asked before handing me a towel.

I sighed and just shook my head while I dried myself up with the towel. He looked kind of sad after he noticed that I'm not in the mood for anything. He looked at me with worry and smiled sadly.

"Tell me." He said seriously.

"I... can't." I breathed which made things worse.

He turned away from me and walked away. I wanted to stop him but it just feels so awkward. I clenched my fist and started to walk towards where my tree is.

After a few minutes of walking I finally reached my tree, still enduring the pain that I've been feeling since he left without a word. I sat down on the shady part and watched all the clouds that passed by, letting my imagination run wild while looking at the clouds. I smiled slightly when I saw a cloud that looked like Shawn. I don't even know that it was possible but I just saw it. My smile started fading when I remembered the things that I've done whenever I felt this way. I've started avoiding him three years ago.

Since then I've felt bad about it, but until now I can't understand what I'm feeling. It just feels so awkward. Everything was just fine but I still can't understand what this is. He started to change a year before I started to avoid him. We were so comfortable with each other but since then he started to get all clingy, he wanted me to be by his side twenty-four hours a day. I was fine with our closeness before but it changed by the way he treated me. I've been friends with him for ten years but I just feel that something's not right. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the breeze. I started to feel the pain again.

I kept thinking about his face whenever I tried to avoid him, I can't help but get hurt by the way I treated him for three years and yet he never left my side. I stayed quiet for a few moments until I heard his footsteps. I opened my eyes and saw him holding a bottle of water. He smiled gently.

"I thought that you were thirsty since that you've been cranky when training ended."

"I'm fine." I said coldly which hurt me and him again.

I wanted to take it back but at the same time I don't. He took back his hand that was offering me the water and looked down.

"You lied." He said with this sharp tone in his voice.

It was ice cold.