I'M NOT OKAY

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i just wanted to update you guys and see who is still alive after the FAKE LOVE plague took over everyone's lives.

guys....who knew that today would be the day that i OFFICIALLY LOSE IT AND BREAK AS A FANGIRL.

I WOKE UP AT 4:50AM TO SIT IN MY ROOM AND WAIT UNTIL 4:59 AND REFRESHED THE SHIT OUT OF YOUTUBE. THEN THE LONGEST MINUTE OF MY LIFE PASSED AND FAKE LOVE CAME OUT.

guys.

I

Cried.

I HAVE NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR EVERRRRRRRR CRIED AT A KPOP MV LIKE THIS. like normally i say i "cried" when i teared up. but no. i literally sat there after watching that beautiful music video and cried.

wow. have i hit a new low or a new high as a fangirl?

i just watched fake love again on my TV since i can get Youtube on there and i started crying again. fuck this. this music video is like, like.....its honestly. like im literally fucking speechless. you can't describe that music video.

but here's me crying at 5:05am after watching fake love.

i normally look better than this but 1. it was 5am. 2. i just got sucked into an abyss of no return. and 3. i was crying.  

it was also super dark in my room lolololol

but i sent these to my friend who i was freaking out with

but i sent these to my friend who i was freaking out with

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i have a video too and that's pretty funny because im just crying saying IM NOT OKAY

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i have a video too and that's pretty funny because im just crying saying IM NOT OKAY. 

i also have another one from like 5 minutes ago when i started crying again watching it on my TV.

but you can post videos unless they are youtube videos....rippppppp.

Are you guys okay? what's your favorite song? psh. trick question. the whole album. one cannot simply choose a favorite FAKE LOVE song.

but here are some great moments that got my during the mv...

let's talk about the most obvious one.....

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