I understand, just please don't try to damage that thing that you call a shell. It's not completely broken and you can still be awoken from this chilling spell. Just take a break, close your eyes and stop faking it for a while. I knew that what I was asking was going to be hard, but we've just made it so far. You don't like that I care so much, ever since you got in this ruck. But too late, you're stuck with me mister. I can't go anywhere anymore and you shouldn't feel guilty nor ashamed of that anymore. Hold on, I swear I'll reel you back, I just need you to stay afloat for a little while longer. Please, don't let yourself drown before you reclaim that damn crown. I'm sorry, I just can't keep living without you. Don't go anywhere, just take a break from all the fake smiles. I'm going to go cry now and hope that the voices don't get too loud. And I apologize if this is harsh, unfair, and selfish I just can't love without this. You never forced me to care, as long as you tried, which I know you did, then you deserve that mental break from trying to hold on to your sanity. It's alright now, go on and cry now, take off the masquerade and all of the facade and just be your broken self for a while. I love you, just remember to stop before you use that stupid smile unless you truly mean it.
Signing off now too, I'll be back real soon. Don't fret my love for you have endured quite enough.
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Depression Is My Kryptonite
PoetryA jumble of extremely depressing poems written by me. And ramblings that feature mood swings every other second. Oh well.