Depression Is My Kryptonite

RY-RY, THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!!

Can everyone just lay off of him, please?
I know that I've been on the fence for awhile, but that was because of my own selfishness in all this.
He deserves to be happy.
Stop telling him to not be with her.
She seems to make him happy.
I'm not on the fence anymore.
I stand by him.
If I'm the only one, so be it.
We need to stop putting our own selfishness first and see that our friend actually needs our support.
That my best friend is having to go through this practically alone because my mind has been elsewhere and everyone else just abandoned him.
That's not cool.
That's not how friendship works.
He shouldn't have to choose between them and her.
Of course I'm not fucking going anywhere.
But as for the rest of them, that shouldn't be a damn concern.
No one says anything about the bullshit the already existing partners stir up.
Why should this be any different?
Just let him be fucking happy for once, damn.
Stop making him feel like he needs to make a choice.
And stop telling him it's his choice while simultaneously telling him that you hate the person he wants to be with.
How would you all feel if we said the same thing?
You'd feel like shit.
You'd try to change it.
You'd want them to accept that person.
Because they all make your life easier and you don't want to choose.
Whatever.
Get over yourselves.
Ry-Ry, I know you're reading this.
Look, I support you.
Okay.
No more fence bull shit.
I'm going to get to know this girl.
Or try to at least.
I don't want you to be alone in this.
I'm going to put my own shit to rest.
And I'm going to try to stop being a dick about it.
If you guys do become official.
I'll be there.
If the rest of them decide to stop showing up, I'll be there.
If they start talking shit about her, then I'll be there.
I'm sorry it took me so god damn long to tell you all this.
The gaping pit is a bitch.
And my feelings for you are too.
That's part of why I keep getting weird about it.
But I'm trying to move on.
That's one of the reasons I traveled back down here actually.
To make myself move on so that I wouldn't fuck up your relationship.
I don't want to get in the way.
And if I run her off by being me then I am incredibly sorry.
But it's about time for you to be shown some support.
So I'm here.
It may not always seem like it because of my mood swings.
I'm luckily having a good one now so I can tell you all of this.
But I am.
Genuinely.
You've always got your bestie, Shinrin the panda.
Get used to it buddy.

Oh and remember to grab your flip-flops. before you run out to see the sky.
It'd be great if you could vote on this or something to let me know that you read it.
I'm starting to get another mood swing, so I'm going to publish this before Light tries to stop me again.