He's Still My Bestie

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Stop. Why are you trembling. Bad thoughts. Stop that. I don't want to hear that. I don't want to see that. Stop. He's still my best friend. Nothing has changed. I just got a bit too annoying. Shut up already. I'm tired of you insulting me all the time. I'm trying my best, just leave me alone. I don't need you guys criticizing me. Just stop. Please. I'm begging. I'm scared enough already. I don't need you're fears too. Enough. I'm done. I'll do what you ask. But I'm not listening to you anymore. He's my best friend. Nothing has changed. He loves me just as much as before in the completely non romantic platonic way. You aren't going to make me believe that it's been taken from me. That's not how this works. All best friends have arguments. Everybody has arguments. I wasn't going to be able to avoid it forever. Today everything will be back to normal. Because that's how it goes, he just needed a break. So stop trying to tell me otherwise. I'm enough pain right now. So just be quiet.

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