Depression Is My Kryptonite

Trick

I feel like crying and I don't know why.
But I don't want to die, I was feeling fine.
I've been feeling better than fine truthfully.
Today was nice, for a while everything felt better, although I was awkward as always, I was having a great time.
Being with you, I felt myself blush inside everytime you introduced me as your girlfriend.
Everything is great, but I still feel like I'm drowning inside myself.
I can't find a way out.
But you're there, holding my hand and quiding me through the light.
And it doesn't feel like I have to fight myself as much to be happy, I just am.
I'm going to go now, I just tricked myself into feeling better because I started thinking about you.
I love you so much...