Depression Is My Kryptonite

There's NOTHING Wrong

There's nothing wrong with you.
You're a teenager.
You go through heart break and heart ache and sometimes you're just meant to dwell on the past.
But, good things come out of it.
With her you were able to move on and you were able to grow wiser from what she taught you, with me you got a best friend who has formed a deeper connection than I even understand to you and loves you for who you are, more will come in due time from the painter.
You'll grow, you'll move on, you'll dwell. That's another part of a teenager's purpose, just the more simple part of what makes it all worth it.
But don't you ever think that there's something wrong with you.
You're the most amazing person I've ever met, you're so much better than all the rest in so many catagories that I struggle to believe that I get to call you my best friend.
You have a beautiful broken brain that makes you different.
You have a spectacularly interesting optimistically pessimistic perspective of the world.
The good and the bad of it all.
Please don't let the painter change that about you.
There'll  be more to come, unfortunately.
I wish I could tell you that the next person will be the one for you, but I'm not so sure myself.
I just know that someway, somehow, you'll find someone, or something that makes you purely happy.
The person or thing that'll make you feel like you're constantly resting on cloud 9.
You'll find bliss.
Thats just another part of our purpose in all this.
The fact that you don't immediately open up to the first person you meet just shows that you're cautious.
Probably fearful of being left.
Abandoned.
In a way I can understand that.
In my own very cruelly twisted way based on the people that I brought pain to, including myself.
But, society is wrong.
You're wrong.
You don't need to change yourself for someone else.
If they don't love you for who you are, then they aren't worth your time.
Just like me.
I love you exactly how you are, in whatever way you think I do.
Don't change for someone else.
Unless you feel it absolutely necessary to change for yourself.