Love me, again

13

Selena

Sitting on the most uncomfortable chair next to Jade as she lay peacefully in her coma, I held her hand whilst I talked to her. "I love you so so so much Jade and you are such a fighter baby and I need you to keep fighting for me." I sighed squeezing her hand as I whispered to her. Justin was with Jessica and Sophia while I spent some time with Jade.

As I continued to talk to her the door opened and my head turned to see Kylie standing there. "Oh Sel I came as soon as I heard." She gave me a sad smile and I stood up motioning her to come in and I gave her a hug. "Thank you." I whispered as I fought back the tears and she rubbed my back. "Aw babe how is she holding up?" She pulled away and held onto my shoulders looking into my eyes. "Nothing's changed, we don't even know how long she will stay like this."

"I couldn't even believe it when I saw it on the news, has anyone rang you?" Kylie asked taking a seat on the couch and I sat in my own seat next to Jade. I nodded and smiled after I remembered Taylor's call earlier sending her concern and love for the girls. "Yeah Taylor did, she wanted to know their condition and if we needed anything."

"That's nice." Kylie smiled and then the door slowly opened again where I looked up to see Jacques and Stormi walking in. Kylie and Jacques got married just after Kylie gave birth to Stormi who was now fifteen.

"Hey guys." I smiled getting up to hug both of them. "Hey we brought Jade these, we dropped in to see Jess and Sophia just a few minutes ago." Stormi smiled holding a balloon, chocolates and a card. "You didn't need too but thank you Stormi."

"Is there any news on Jade?" Stormi asked as she took a seat next to her father.

"No they said we just have to keep talking to her and it might help speed it up but it's whenever she decides to wake up." I shrugged holding Jades hand. "Did they even tell you if she would have memory loss or anything?" Jacques asked, I could sense his concern.

I took a deep breath and nodded. "She will lose a portion of her memory but they can't tell us how much she will lose until she wakes up and they examine her." I choked back the tears that I've been holding in all day, I held Jade's hand as the tears fell down my face and Kylie was quick to my side to hug me.

"Babe she's going to be fine I promise you." She reassured me and I nodded wiping the tears from my cheeks. Stormi walked around Jades bed and held my hand giving me a reassuring smile. "Thank you guys, I really don't know what I would do without you all." I choked giving a small laugh.

"Sel have you slept?" Kylie questioned squinting at me and I looked everywhere to try avoid eye contact. Shaking my head I sighed. "I can't, I get nightmares." I shrugged staring at Jade.

"Atleast go home, get a shower and a coffee. Jade wouldn't want too see you in such a state." Kylie pushed and I caved in, I stood up grabbing my phone and wallet before hugging Kylie, Stormi and Jacques saying my goodbyes.

Making my way towards Jess and Sophia's room I quietly opened the door.

"I'm just going to head home and get a shower. Do you guys want me to pick you up anything?" I smiled and they all looked at me including Justin.

"Can I get some Ben&Jerrys cookie dough please?" Jordyn smiled and I laughed. "Sure babe." She smiled at Justin who rolled his eyes smiling. "Anything for you two?" I cocked a brow at Justin and Sophia.

"I would love a few books to read because these two are already boring me." Sophia winked at me and Justin gave a shocked face while we all laughed. "I am not boring." He folded his arms over his chest and I laughed. "Okay I'll be back soon." I chuckled holding my stomach before leaving the hospital and getting an Uber to the house.

Sophia

Laying in the hospital bed I was talking and laughing with Jess and Justin who managed to help me forget the pain in my head, which I haven't told them about nor have I told the doctors.

As I was laughing at one of Jess' comments towards Justin the door swung open revealing Pattie, Josh and Jayden "Where is my little angels?" Pattie smiled her biggest smile and Jess' face lit up. "Gran!" Jess yelled smiling as Pattie walked up and gave Jess a hug. "Aw Hi Sophia." Pattie smiled giving me a hug also. I smiled back and looked over at Jess who was hugging Josh. "What the hell were you thinking?." Josh raised his voice and gave daggering eyes at Jess and I. "What do you ever mean big brother?"

Jess raised an eyebrow at him as she titled her head to the left. "You know what I mean Jess, you all could have been killed!" He gritted through his teeth. "Josh there is a time and place for that and now is not the time or place." Justin gave an angry look at Josh who just shook his head before opening the door and walking out slamming it behind him making me wince, what the hell just happened?

"Mom what the hell?" Justin was still angry and Pattie sighed sitting down beside him. "I told him to keep his cool Justin, what more can I do? Now you snap out of your shitty mood also and go get yourself home to Selena, you can come back when you've calmed down." Pattie ordered which Justin obeyed by leaving the room but not before kissing Jess and I on the head.

"Jayden go find your brother and tell him he can come back only if he's calmed down." Pattie ordered again and just like Justin, Jayden was on his feet and left the room so quickly. "Im sorry girls, how are you both feeling?" Pattie asked giving us a sad smile, concern in her voice. "I'm okay I guess." Jess whispered.

I sighed and held my hands against my head which was throbbing even worse than before. "God dammit." I gave in, the pain was too much and I really couldn't hide it much longer. "Sophia what's wrong?" Pattie was by my side in seconds and I shook my head. "My head hurts so much." I cried in pain as Pattie ran out and yelled for a doctor and next I had two at my side.

"Okay Sophia I need you to tell me where exactly the pain is coming from." I recognized Dr. Hansen's voice and I nodded pointing to the left side of my head. "Okay, I'm going to need to do a head scan." He nodded looking at Pattie who gave him her consent.