Suicidal

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               "I don't want to continue                listening, your cold voices,              even with my ears blocked"                      Voices, Straykids

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"I don't want to continue
listening, your cold voices,
even with my ears blocked"
Voices, Straykids.

Sowon didn't know what to do. She couldn't go to the police, they wouldn't believe a word she had to say. There was only one thing she could do; hide Eunseo's dead body.

She grabbed Eunseo's arms and dragged her over to the lake she lived nearby. She should've put her somewhere a little farther but she didn't have time. She felt like someone was watching her and she wanted to leave. She wanted to be with her pack so she felt safer. Living as a werewolf is hard, you have so many enemies, even your closest friends.

Sowon tossed the body into the lake. She watched as Eunseo's body got farther and farther away to where she could no longer see it.

She couldn't show up at the hospital with blood all over her, she had to clean the mess. Sowon grabbed all the cleaning supplies she needed. She got down on her knees and scrubbed as hard as she could to get the blood off the floor. It wouldn't come out and Sowon eventually gave up after an hour.

She went to her garage and grabbed a can of paint and a paintbrush off the shelves. She began to paint the whole porch. Painting just one spot would look suspicious.

Sowon was still painting till the sun arose, another torturous day. Sowon put all the supples back and put her bloody clothes into a bag. The last thing she had to do was take a shower and hope that everything would work out as planned.

As Sowon was heading over to the hospital to visit Yerin she got a text from Yuju. She pulled over to look at the message.Sowon turned around to get some clothes and shampoo for Yerin. She was annoyed, but Yerin was in pain and she wanted to help.

Sowon pulled into the empty driveway and grabbed the spare key under the doormat. She went up to Yerins room and got her comfy clothes and soap. As she was exciting she noticed a picture of Yerin and Eunha on her desk top. Sowon picked up the picture and smiled.

She opened the top drawer to put the picture in there but she froze when she saw a pistol with a neatly written letter underneath it.

If you're reading this and the pistol is gone then something bad happened. I killed for you, Hwang Eunbi. I took my own life for you. You probably found my body near the train tracks. I planned this way ahead of time. I invited everyone to dinner just to get you alone. I was gonna jump in front of the train with the pistol pressing against the temple of my head just to show you that I'm sorry, that I want to be friends again. You may have loved and forgotten but I didn't forget and I didn't stop loving. You can be with anyone you want, including Umji, but I want you to know it will hurt me, it'll hurt me like how I hurt you. It hurt me so much seeing you replace me with Umji, it lead me to the point of suicide. I'm a jealous friend, what can I say? I don't have intimate feelings for you, I just don't want you to replace me with someone else. That's why I'm so hurt and jealous, I felt like you left me for another friend. Please don't do it again to anyone else. Sometimes I thought it was fake love, like you're just using me for something. Again, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. Just one last thing to say before I run out of time.

I loved you, Hwang Eunbi.

                    
        Sincerely, Jung Yerin 2/8/16

Sowon's eyes began to water as she put the letter back into the drawer. Sowon grabbed the gun and checked how many bullets there were. There was only one, one bullet to the head was enough to kill Yerin. She really wasn't lying about being suicidal because of SinB.

Sowon grabbed the stuff she came for and went back to her car. She'd speak to Yerin later when they're alone.

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"Is Yerin doing okay?" Sowon asked. Yuju and Sowon were the only ones in the room while Yerin was taking a shower.

"Yeah. She gets discharged today. I was hoping to take her out to lunch but she wants to spend the day with Eunbi. She doesn't even know for sure if Eunbi is free today. She already told Yerin she'd stop by here in the morning but she never showed. I just don't want Yerin to give her hopes up." Yuju doesn't mind Yerin spending the day with SinB, but she just doesn't want Eunbi to be a no show because it'll make Yerin sad.

"You should just take her out to lunch. I need to speak with Eunbi about important matters. Please do this for me, okay? I've been trying to speak to her the past few days but I haven't got the chance to. Something keeps coming up that's getting in the way. It's like the universe is trying to stop me from telling her." Sowon didn't want to sound suspicious but she really needed to talk to Eunbi.

"Sure. What's so important you need to tell her?" Sowon knew she'd asked, but once you tell Yuju it's not her business she'll leave it alone.

"Nothing, really. I don't want you to get involved."

"That's fine. I'm already stressed enough with Yerin, I don't need more stress and drama."

"I'm gonna get going now. You and Yerin enjoy your lunch." Sowon smiled before leaving Yuju alone in the room.

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Sowon has never felt so anxious before. She was afraid of how Eunbi would react and what the outcome would be. Would Eunbi confront her mom or just let it slide?

Sowon sat outside Eunbi's house, waiting for her to come home from wherever she is. She stood up when she saw a car pulling into the driveway. When she realized it was Eunbi's mother her heart stopped.

"What brings you here, Sowon? SinB isn't home right now." Mrs. Hwang asked as she unlocked the front door. Sowon followed her inside.

"Oh, I'm just waiting for Eunbi, I was hoping we could...play video games." Sowon never played video games but it was the only thing she could think of.

"Sowon, what are you really here for? You've never liked video games." Mrs. Hwang was becoming suspicious and Sowon didn't want to lie anymore.

"You're a werewolf, I know." Mrs. Hwang dropped all her items to the floor. Sowon in the other hand straightened her back, feeling more confident. She was worried that Mrs. Hwang would hurt or kill her if she brought up this secret.

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