Part 19
Alex's POV"yeah, you're thoughts were a hundred percent accurate." he added.
I laughed pero minimal lang, I knew it was kind of an insult pero it's fine. Totoo naman na madaldal ako.
He served me good foods and sa sobrang gutom ko kinain ko na lang siya agad.
But it was starting to itch and it was hard to breathe.
"Did you put peanuts in here? " I asked while scratching out everywhere
"are you allergic? You're turning red!" he said.
I nodded "did you? " I asked.
He nodded "I didn't knew you were."
It was so hard to breathe, I can't even see Trip clearly.
Fastforward
Trip brought me to the nearest hospital kaya buti nakaabot pako, peanuts talaga ang papatay saakin.
"we'll observe you for awhile Ms. Fernández. Is he your guardian? " the doctor asked.
I just nodded so he can leave.
"okay, that's good. Please take your rest, I'll be back after an hour."
Huminga naman ako nang malalim, this is the second time that this has happened to me. First time was on elementary where I trade my lunch for some goodie good chips.
"I'm so so sorry, Alex. I really don't know you were allergic." Trip said.
"okay lang baliw, wala nang next time ha. Baka sa morgue mo nako makita ulit non." I jokingly said to lighten up the mood.
He glared at me, "probably, won't be feeding you again." he said.
I pouted, he cooks way too good. Baka mamiss ko ang luto niya if got traumatized kanina.
"okay... Stop pouting." he said, he's full of smiles, "it's good to know, you're good."
"yap, I can't just die like that." sabi ko
We just talked and talked for an hour until maka balik yung doctor here to take out the needle inside my veins.
"thanks doc."
We were almost headed out nang makita ko si Ate Pau, she looks worried while thanking the doctor.
"ob-gyne." i read, is she pregnant? Is that why Kuya had been so emotional? Is that it?
Oh boy! Never expected that coming!
"I think Kuya's not sad, he's way too happy! " I excitedly said.
"how'd you say so?" Trip asked.
"that's his fiancee, she's at the ob-gyne."
Trip smiled but it was not like he's that happy.
"good thing for him, tita ka na pala eh." he said.
I couldn't even contain my happiness and just wanted to get home to tell ate about it.
"hi ate pau" I greeted nang madaanan namin siya, pero parang hindi niya ako narinig kaya hindi niya ako nilingon.
Goodthing mahina lang yung pag bati ko at hindi narinig nang katabi ko.
We went to Trip's car tas umuwi na kami agad, we haven't talked much in his car at tanging thank you lang ang usapan namin when I got home.
I tried calling ate but she's not answering, maybe she's busy kaya I spent the whole day wondering what I could do with my first pamangkin.
"maybe, I could shop for them. Ooh that's exciting." I said, ang gara talaga pag wala kang makausap.
It feels lonely here, nakakamiss yung bahay pero eto yung ginusto ko.
Finally after dinner ate called me and I get to spread her the news.
"maybe she's pregnant." sabi ko kay ate.
Ate looked shocked but not that shocked "really? For sure Kuya's just overwhelmed."
I nodded "kaya nga eh, yun yung naiisip ko ate. Maybe he's just way too happy kaya naiyak na siya."
"possibly, let's hope for the best. How did your day went?" ate asked.
"oh a long long day, I went to the hospital, allergy attacked." sabi ko
Nanlaki naman yung mata ni Ate, I knew she'd scold me for what happened to me pero sana marealize niya rin na okay na ako.
"what the hell, Alex? You ate peanuts? " pagalit niyang tanong, maliit na bagay pero could be the cause of my death.
"but you see, I'm well now. Okay na ko you don't have to scold me, I won't eat peanuts anymore. Don't get mad." I tried to talk more para di na makasingit si ate nang pag bubunganga niya saaken.
"alam mo namang bawal sayo, bakit mo pa kinain? "
"hindi ko alam na may peanuts, geesh! Chill out." sabi ko, she's turning red to siguro nag iinit na ang ulo niya.
"I'm telling dad para masundo ka na niya at umuwi ka na, who knows you might be dead the next morning." she said.
"no no no, I'm good here. Hindi ko lang talaga napansin na may peanuts yung kinain ko, you don't have to be too sensitive about that. I'll be careful next time." sabi ko then forced a smile.
"haynako ka, I'll have Kuya visit you this weekend, ang sakit mo sa ulo." she said out of frustration.
"wala ka bang pasok? I mean. Umaga na kasi diyan sainyo." sabi ko but really I just don't want her to say more about my allergies.
"it's friday, usually hapon ang class ko. Saturday na sainyo mamaya diba? Dad told me about your photoshoot, sinong kasama mo doon?" she asked.
Hindi ko rin alam sino bang pwede kong makasama, wala naman akong kaibigan masyado na babae, Manang wouldn't even handle me kase masyado na rin siyang busy sa bahay.
"wala." I simply replied.
"it would be hard kung wala kang assistant, I'll call Bobbie for you? Gusto mo? " she asked.
Tumango naman ako, Bobbie was mom's secretary before.
"sure, I hope she's free." sabi ko.
Naisip ko naman yung photoshoot and bigla akong dinapuan nang kaba, I don't even know what to do later. Tas yung katawan ko wala naman sa ganun na ganun na shape.
Ooohhh insecurities.
"you're thinking about it? You must've been so nervous by now." she said.
Why is she saying this? Mas lalo lang akong kinakabahan sakaniya eh.
"ate you're making it worse. Kinakabahan ako lalo sayo eh." sabi ko
"hahahaha I'll probably see your face here in states, nakapaskil sa tapat nang Smith's dito."

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