Must Not Fall Inlove

Part 27

Part 27
Alex's POV

I tried contacting Trip when I got home, he wasn't even answering my texts at kahit na paulit ulit ko siyang tawagan, hindi niya yon sinasagot.

"oh by the way, Trip was on your door nung dumating ako."

"oh by the way, Trip was on your door nung dumating ako."

"oh by the way, Trip was on your door nung dumating ako."

That line kept on repeating inside my head na para bang it has something to do with Trip and why he's not answering my texts nor my calls.

I decided to go on Trip's room to check if he's fine or is he doing good, he's just really not like this, hindi ako sanay na hindi siya nag rereply. I mean, it's 4 in the afternoon for sure he's awake.

I kept on knocking till someone opens the door.

"what?" Trip asked, he was damnass shirtless kaya napatitig ako, he still had this messy hair and he's also rubbing his eye na parang kakagising niya nga lang.

"I just wanted to make sure you're alright, you're not answering my calls eh." sabi ko, his face expression was blank, his eyes doesn't say anything. Everything was totally blanked. "you got your tickets na? "

Tumango siya, "I'm not going, I don't want to go anymore." sabi niya, why is he acting like this? He was so excited nang malaman niyang pupunta kami nang Hongkong.

"what? Are you crazy? Trip what's happening to you? Parang bumaliktad yata utak mo eh." sabi ko, he was being super arrogant parang di tao kung mag salita.

"why? You have problems with that? " he asked, he opened the door nang mas malaki para makapasok ako, his house was clean at wala masyadong laman.

"ofcourse, magkasama tayo eh tas biglang di ka na sasama. Parang tanga? " sabi ko sakaniya then crossed my arms infront of him, I wanted to hear him explain.

He looked at me in the eye, "I'm not interested anymore, you can invite someone to accompany you, for sure that's possible you own an airline company." sabi niya at sinuot yung shirt niya, he's being ridiculous.

"tanginang six pack abs yan." bulong ko sa sarili ko nang tinalikuran niya ako.

"look, I have no time to argue, Alex. I have to sleep." sabi niya, I know he was just making that as an excuse mukhang bagong gising tas biglang aantukin.

"you're lying."

"you lyed too." sabi niya then sat down, he was just looking at me waiting for my reply, I examined his face and he seemed so interested on what I was going to say.

"if it's about last night, ayoko lang maging awkward." sabi ko, maybe he was being like this dahil sa pag sisinungaling ko sakaniya kagabi.

"nope but really, I have to sleep. I have no time for this." sabi niya at tumayo para pumunta sa kwarto niya.

"no time for me? Is that what you mean? " I asked, he stopped from walking and turned to face me.

"exactly." sabi niya and his face was so serious at tinalikuran niya na agad ako. I felt so small na parang nakakaiyak yung mga sinabi niya saken, bakit sobrang hard niya saken this day? Just because of a lie?

I just nodded then left his room, parang kahapon lang he was so good to me tas ngayon parang di man lang niya ko kilala.

To: Jaxrill Smith
Where are you? 

He's the only person I can run to lalo na't kaaway ko yung lagi kong kasundo ngayon, I just wanted to let everything out.

From: Jaxrill Smith
Office, why?

To: Jaxrill Smith
Can u hear me out? I just wanted to get this out.

From: Jaxrill Smith
I'll call. Wait lang I'll just leave the meeting room.

Jaxrill Smith calling....

Pumasok na muna ako nang room bago ko pa sagutin yung tawag ni Jax, feel ko iiyak lang ako nang iiyak eh.

[what's happening? Ba't ka naiyak?]

I can't speak sa sobrang pagiyak ko lang, hindi ko alam kung lungkot ba talaga to or kahihiyan, I never imagined someone would say those words to me.

[tell me what's wrong? Gusto mo ba puntahan kita diyan?]

"no, no need, I'm just going to say I have never imagined words could be this sharp."

[from what I've heared, I think someone spoke to you then you got hurt. I mean, sometimes people couldn't notice that by just speaking, nakakasakit na pala sila. Anong sinabi sayo? ]

"basta, it just struck me into my heart parang hinampas hampas." He laughed on the other side of the line.
"is it funny? "

[nope, whoever said that to you is a piece of shit, who doesn't have time for someone like you?]

"malamang,siya."

[sucks but it's okay, Alex. First encounter mo?]

"yup, masakit pala noh. How about you? Naranasan mo na? "

[maraming beses na, Lex. You'll get over it pag wala ka namang pake sa kung sino nag sabi sayo non, nonetheless the person who said that to you means a lot.]

"thanks Jax. Thanks for listening to me."

[no worries, have fun in Hongkong.]

End call.

I sighed, I was reflecting what I have done so wrong for him to say those words to me, stab wounds wouldn't go away just because of a single sorry. Kung mag sosorry pa siya.

"ano ba kasing nagawa ko? " I asked myself, wondering where did I go wrong on just lying about my sleep.

I just packed my stuffs na mas maayos yung gamit ko para sa travel ko alone later, I'm don't have a choice, sayang naman kasi, pera din yan.

Paulit ulit din akong bumabalik sa closet at sa banyo para icheck kung may maiwan ako, I wasn't even there for a vacation, I know didiretso lang ako sa exhibition tas hotel tas di ko na alam the other day.

But I know there's no way for me to have fun in shopping there, baka pag sabihan din ako dahil kung baka ano pa ang ipagbilibili ko doon.

Fastforward

I was just waiting for the gates to open para maka board nako, sobrang boring na dito and I can't wait to ride on that plane para makaalis nako.

"hey uhh, sorry I was late."