Must Not Fall Inlove

Part 63

Part 63
Alex's POV

"that's yours, why are you asking me that? " I asked in returning her her question, I froze sana kumagat siya sa pag sisinungaling ko.

"no, this is Jax's necklace, had he been here? " she asked, I nodded for me not to look so obvious, pero hindi ko talaga alam bakit nandito yang kwintas ni Jax. "in your room? "

"no, just near the sala, he must've dropped it somewhere nung nilagnat ako." sabi ko sakaniya, that's right, buti na lang talaga at nagkasakit ako noon at may na excuse ako ngayon kay Ate.

"whatever, okay ka na? Bumalik na tayo doon." she said at agad na lumabas nang bahay. Napasinghap naman ako nang hangin nang hindi na nagtanong pa si ate. I drove my car back to where Kuya was, Trip wasn't around and maids lang ang nandito.

Ate was out of her mind at tahimik na tahimik siya while helping, I wonder what's running on her mind. Pag nagtatama ang tingin namin nakangiti lang siya. Lahat naman kami napatingin sa bisitang dumating.

"ang kapal din talaga nang mukha mo na magpakita dito." Ate shouted, buti na lang at kami at yung bisita lang ang tao dito. She walk fastly toward Paulinne.

"gusto ko lang siyang makita." sabi ni Pau, she was crying her heart out and it was to no good, pinilit ni Ate na maitulak si Pau palabas.

"tangina, ikaw nga yung dahilan neto eh. If you just haven't bitched around this wouldn't have happened. Fucking slut." sabi ni ate at malakas na sampal ang natanggap ni Pau. Guards came after her then took her away. I was glad she was out here. Sana nga'y hindi na siya bumalik pa. Ate was left with sharp eyes at nakakuyom parin yung kamay niya.

I helped her calm herself down at buti na lang at alam ni Ate kung saan niya ilulugar yung galit niya. Dad arrived at mukhang pagod na pagod siya, they talked muna at ako naman nilibang ko na lang yung sarili ko while talking to other guests.

From : Jaxrill Smith
Bub?

He kept on chatting me pero hindi ko na lang siya nirereplyan, I was wondering if he's okay pero ayoko na din siyang umasa pa saakin. He must feel better since andon naman ang mama niya. It was raining hard last night, hindi ko naman alam na he'll stay outside to wait for me.

"Alexis, ya comiste?" Dad asked nang matapos silang mag usap ni ate. Umiling naman ako, //have you eaten? //

"let's eat." pag anyaya ni dad at dumiretso na kami sa kusina. Pinaghain na kami ni Manang habang busy kami sa plano kung pano yung gagawin sa libing ni kuya, okay naman na it was settled and we decided not to cremate him at mas mabuting itabi na lang siya kay mommy.

"then after that, we're having lunch out? With whom? " Ate asked, Dad smiled at him at alam kong si Jax ang sasabihin niya, he knew how broke ate was when they broke up.

"si Jax and his family, since Marco's not around we'll be having them around for the meantime." sambit ni Dad, ngumiwi naman si Ate, God bakit ba kasi sobrang awkward nang nangyayari ngayon.

"and Alex's graduating next next week, it's good since makakatulong na siya sa company and he'll take your Kuya's-" I cut Dad off from saying that.

"I don't think kaya ko siyang ireplace." sabi ko kay Dad. I didn't knew how to start without him.

"you have to, I'll guide you, Alex. Besides, andon naman si Jax. He can help you too." that's my point Dad, ayoko nga siyang nandon. Mas mahihirapan lang ako lalo.

"for sure kaya ni Alex yan." Ate encouraged me. I smiled at her then continued eating. After eating I've decided na magpahangin muna sa labas. It was a little dusty kasi nga nadadanan nang mga kotse.

There were a lot of kids playing at maraming truck ang nadaan dahil two blocks away lang ang public market.

"bub." nagulat naman ako sa boses na tumawag saakin, he's not supposed to be here, ba't niya pa pinipilit yung sarili niyang pumunta dito.

"Jax, not here please. Besides, you're sick, it's better if you just go home." sabi ko sakaniya and I walked inside pero sinusundan niya ako. "Jax andito na si ate."

But he didn't stopped at mas nilalapitan niya pa ako, "does that mean that we have to end this? Akala ko ipaglalaban moko? " he asked pero malumanay, ramdam mo parin na may sakit siya sa tono nang pananalita niya.

"I haven't decided yet, akala ko din kaya kitang ipaglaban Jax. Akala ko din yon." I told him while wiping off my tears, he was also sad at naiiyak ang mata niya.

"we haven't decided yet, Alex. Palagi mo naman kasi inuuna yung sarili mo eh. Do you think that if you end your relationship with me does makes you selfless? Alex hinde, pinagmamaramutan mo na yung sarili mo, sinasaktan mo pako." sabi niya sakin at pilit na hinahawakan yung kamay ko.

"basta masaya si Ate. Okay lang." sagot ko sakaniya, pinisil niya naman ang kamay ko.

"even if it hurts me? Okay lang? " he asked, I couldn't answer kaya tinignan ko nalang siyang umiyak sa harap ko, hindi ko na sana pinasok yung ganito kung sa ganto din pala kami mahuhulog. I shouldn't have met him. "I don't know what happened. Umalis lang ako, bigla na rin umalis yung feelings mo saken? Is that it? Is that how it works? Kase Alex kung ganon pala, sana di mo nalang ako sinagot. Kasi kung akala mo durog na durog ka na mas dinudurog mo ko."

Hindi ko na napigilan at mas umiyak na ako sa harap niya, "I'm sorry, Jax. I'm really sorry." sabi ko sakaniya while trying to push him away. "hindi ko kasi alam na ganito pala eh, akala ko magiging malakas ako."

"edi magpakalakas ka, kahit na hindi na para saken eh. Para sayo na lang." sabi sakin ni Jax, he hugged me kahit na nagpupumiglas na ako.

"Alex tawag ka ni-" parehas kaming napatingin ni Jax kay Ate nang bigla siyang sumulpot sa harap namin.