so i'm starting school tomorrow
*sheds a couple of tears*
and here starts my fucking depression all over again.
summer was alright...
it wasn't the best for me though. but i was a bit better (referring to depression and sadness etc) i haven't self harmed at all. i stopped cutting around may (when summer started) but i feel like i will start again because of s c h o o l
my first class tomorrow is history (it's ok eh)
at my school we have 2 lunch breaks
school starts at 8:55 am and finishes at 3:40 pm (by the time i get home it's 4:10 sigh)
we have to wear stupid uniforms (aka skirt, green jumper, black socks, black shoes)
i'm going into 2nd year btw (i think that's 8th grade in america or 9 idk)
i know school is good for you like i don't mind the stuff we learn (depends) but we get TOO much homework and the teachers are fucking retarded and judgemental (only a few are nice) and the people, students whatever
they are rude ass popular bitches that make me want to kill myself
and some so fucking stupid kids i s2g do u not pay attention in class??????
and then there's the slow readers (i shoot myself)
i have double maths on Monday morning and you have no idea how much i loathe maths (well not as much as religion and business studies)
BUT I HAVE DOUBLE ART TOMORROW WHICH IS GOOD BC ART IS MY FAVE AND IM ACTUALLY DECENT AT IT
anyway
WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW BC IM PRETTY SURE I WILL BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE DESK UNTIL I DIE GOODBYE
it's antonia btw
