hi its steph
and im literally so fucking pissed rn
okay so my guy best friend and my girl best friend dated before but now they're broken up and it just
its a mess
she still trusts him & all and she recently self harmed and he hates shit like that because he just doesnt see the point of it
he isnt a douche i mean i love him he just doesnt understand it
so she told him and he literally went ape shit on her
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE THE ONE WHO ALWAYS TELLS HER THAT YOU'RE THERE FOR HER AND FOR HER TO COME TO YOU IF ANYTHING HAPPENED
SO WHY THE FUCK R U YELLING AT HER AND MAKING HER CRY!!!!
I GOT TO THE LUNCH TABLE AND SHE WAS ACTUALLY CRYING HER EYES OUT INTO MY OTHER BEST FRIENDS SHOULDER AND I WANT TO FUCKING KILL HIM
AND I I USUALLY NEVER GET MAD AT HIM LIKE THIS
like when i first relapsed in may i didnt tell him until like weeks later and he literally was so upset but he didnt yell at me the way he did to her because well me & him are different (its like im his other half and its just.. its different)
and i hate telling him cause im afraid he'll flip shit and stuff (he has anger issues & hates when i hurt myself)
but today i just didnt give a fuck i legit straight
up told him "i know what you said to her. and you wonder why i hate fucking telling you when i do the same thing."
and i know he got pissed but honestly he deserved it
when someone actually opens up to you about what is happening and what they're feeling you DONT yell or judge you talk to them and you actually try to help them through it
fuck anyone who has ever made a self harmer feel even more shitty when they actually open up to you
i dont care if this offends anyone
im literally so fucking done opening up to people after seeing my BESTFRIEND blow up on my other best friend
im gonna eat a cake now bye
