damn once again that long ass title
hello its queen ((steph))
btw thanks again to everyone who has left cute kik messages and pms i have finally talked to someone about how im feeling ((guidance counselor)) and i got the strength to throw away my blades and they are gone now :-)
anyways onto this rant
i absouletely hate when people say "all guys are douchebags"
excuse me betch i will shit on ur lamp if you do not stfu like im srs i will execute you
so that kid in my previous rant the guy who moved and came back and asked me to homecoming and stuff everyone thinks hes an asshole and stuff which i admit he can be but i hate when people say that about a guy and keep talking shit and they don't know anything about them
okay so guy and i ((rhymES IM WINNING)) anyways we were talking last night and i told him i was feeling sad and we had a very emotinal conversation a couple hours before and he told me that he would be there for me and he was going to take care of me and that he would not fuck me over like everyone else bc he has been there and he said someone like me didnt deserve to feel that way ((how cute hes bae af))
so anyways i told him i would be the one to be there for him as well and later on that night at around 10:00 pm ((omg past my bed time #rebel)) he was telling me he felt like a fuck up and he poured out alot about himself and i was just astonished
guys some boys who are douchebags use that as a cover up to hide their emotions.
this guy is actually v sad and has been going through alot and has lots of trouble coping with his emotions ((like me except i did stupid descisions)) he deals with depression the same way i do and its so sad to think that people can call someone that they don't know an asshole like are you fucking kidding me u corn on the cob son of a bitcacho i will piss on ur grave if you call bae that ever again
so moral of the story are a couple things.
1) guys can hurt the same way girls can so don't assume that just because their guys they are the strongest things on earth they actually cry, they can cut, they can go through depression,etc.
2) do not call a guy names because he acts rude and stuff you have no idea what he is going through when he isnt in school
3) be nice to ppl!!!! (this is so weird bc i am rlly mean but thats none of my buisness *sips tea*)
love you guys!!
stephs out to go watch spn
