hi its steph
im so confused
im so sad
why is this happening
so in my previous rant i talked about that boy i dated for like 4 months and ever since we started talking again ive been so v confused
i cant still like him because that means pain and im afraid of pain
i cant be with him because of the grade difference and i just
im crying and i dont know why
i cant have feelings for him i just cant
because that means the wall i secured around my heart is going to be broken again
he is the only person who has ever broken that wall & i cant let him do it again
but i just
i cant still feel the way i did right?
i just had to let out what im feeling
and im just confused
love is bullshit, its fake, its all fake
right??
please someone say right.
jesus christ i got tears all over my keyboard
im out
bye.
