I miss you...
So much-
Even when you're right here,
Whispering softly in my ear,
And I feel trapped in infinity,
I miss you.
It's like you're not real,
And we can't be together,
Even when we are...
We will always be apart,
And so I miss you.
Or maybe
I miss me.
I miss the girl who was care free.
I miss me
Because I'm not here.
At all.
I feel like I'm speaking,
But there are no words,
And when there are...
They aren't mine-
Not really,
No because the real me...
The real me is crying and can't stop,
She's screaming...
Screaming with so much of herself
She is running out of air,
Lying on the floor
Suffocating-
Suffocating with the force of herself...
But this me,
The one I am
The one I am being
The one you see,
This me isn't here.
She laughs vacantly
Talking about something-
Something that doesn't even-
Can't even possibly matter.
I am not here,
So I miss me,
And I miss you
Because somehow
I've made us both
Disappear.
I'm sorry.
I miss you.
Please come back,
Whoever you are,
I MISS YOU...
But you're not even here
To hear.
YOU ARE READING
Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
