Does saying something enough make it true?
If I say I'll make it through,
Will I suddenly be able to fight
Or at least discover some light?
If I tell myself I'll be okay,
Will all this pain go away?
If I tell everyone I'm fine,
Will it become more than some line?
If I try to act like I have hope,
Will I magically be able to cope?
If I pretend I understand what I feel,
Will I suddenly feel real?
How much can I force
Before it just gets worse?
How long can I fake a smile?
I mean, it's been a while...
If I stop screaming "help me,"
Will I feel free?
Tell me how much I have to fake
To know I won't break.
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Random Thoughts
PoesiaThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...