Help.
It feels like
The world is
Collapsing...
But it refuses
To finally
Slam shut,
And that's why
I'm still so
Afraid.
The terrifying
Terror in terror
Is not knowing
It will end.
If you told me
It would switch
Off so quick
I could be
Patient.
If you told me
It would kill
Destroy me
And end...
End it all,
I would wait
With some hope,
Twisted but
Hope,
Still hope,
Always...
Always this hope,
But no never,
No start
So no end
So no hope,
Some
But not much
Not enough...
Tell me,
Promise me,
It will stop...
I don't know
Why it came,
How it came,
Or why it chose me,
So I can't know
Why it would leave,
How it would leave,
Or why it'd let go
Of me...
Just stop it...
Please,
Please
Just
Fucking
Stop
Everything.
Just a second
To breathe,
To rest,
To just...
Live.
Can... c-can I...
Live please
Please live...
No no
No
I'm "alive"
But not living.
Please
Let my world
Collapse
Or let it-
Let me
Find some peace.
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Random Thoughts
PoesiaThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
