I don't know how to love
Because one moment
I love you so much
I could just die,
But then one change,
And suddenly I hate you-
Hate you so much...
I could kill you...
And I'm not sure
I can control these emotions,
Except to hide them,
So you think
I am fairly normal,
But you never realize
How much you hurt me,
And maybe I overthink,
Taking everything too hard,
But it still hurts,
And you'll never understand
The lengths I've gone to
Just to protect you
By keeping myself inside.
Right now I really hate you,
And I'm sure that's wrong,
But don't worry
Because I'll love you soon enough,
And you can use your powers
Of innocent ignorance
To break me all over again.
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Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
