Once upon a time I loved you,
Loved you simply because I did.
How could I not?
You were perfect
And full of perfect possibilities,
And so I loved you.
Then I loved you because I was supposed to,
But that was ok
Because I didn't know the difference,
And it still felt like love
Because some of the real love
Could still be real...
Couldn't it?
Either way, I loved you.
Slowly I became unsure,
Until one day I loved you because I had to,
But it was all an act,
And I was just forcing love,
Love I couldn't understand,
Love I could barely pretend to feel,
But maybe I could
Because there was hope,
And I still believed in love...
Now I don't love you at all,
And I try to, honestly I do,
And some days I think it could work.
I lie around daydreaming about you,
And I think I love you,
But then you hurt me again,
And everything falls apart so quickly,
And I know I can't love you,
And I know I'll still say I do,
And I know I really should,
And I know I need to,
But I know I can't love you right now...
I can't love you...
But maybe someday I will.
I hope someday I will.
Yes, someday- someday, I promise,
I will love you again.
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Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
