I watch you,
Talking and laughing
With a friend,
Yet another friend.
You say you don't have many,
But in reality...
Oh I wish I were that lucky,
Even if it were just texts
Or even emails...
I wish I had more friends...
Two close friends,
That's all I have,
And one has been taken,
Temporarily snatched away,
And the other...
The other has more friends
Than she knows to admit,
And now I'm jealous...
Always always jealous,
And I hate it,
Trust me I do.
There's no way to ignore
The burning pain
Of envy-filled sorrow.
I should be happy for you,
But it's so hard
Because I'm so lonely,
Watching you walk with her,
But I should be happy,
So I will be happy,
Yes I will be happy for you...
Despite the time it takes...
YOU ARE READING
Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
