You're not here today,
So I feel abandoned again.
Why can't I just feel okay?
Why do I let these fears in?
How am I supposed to survive
When I can't tell the truth from a lie?
How can I feel alive
When it feels like I could die?
You're supposed to be here,
So what do I do now?
This one day holds so much fear.
I just don't fucking know how
To escape my twisted mind
Or fight my messed up brain.
Go ahead, leave me behind,
I'll stay here going insane.
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Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
