I suspect you've forgotten me,
Just like everyone does,
And I suspect I'm ok with that
Because I only blame myself
For being incredibly overwhelming,
Before becoming incredibly forgettable.
Yes, I only blame myself
Because that's just who I am,
So don't worry,
You're still perfect to me.
That's just who I am,
Who I always will be:
Someone who forgives too easily
Or never forgives at all,
And this time you were protected,
So I took the fall
Because that's just how my mind works.
I'm protecting you from myself,
Saving you from my mind,
So I won't see you as evil...
No you're still perfect,
But I'm a monster...
I suppose I always am
Because you're not the first I've protected.
I see myself as a monster,
Tearing everyone apart,
But right now, only I'm getting hurt,
So I suppose it's not that bad...
At least I could save you...
I let myself get hurt...
I guess it's a choice
Because they always say it is,
Even when it's not,
But I'm not even sure it matters
Because either way it hurts...
It hurts so very much,
And I just want it all to stop...
YOU ARE READING
Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
