I hate myself!
I'm sorry for how I look at you
With raging jealousy
I hate myself
For wanting you all to myself
For wanting to lock you inside
To make you my hostage
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
And I almost wish I'd just die
To escape this monster I am
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
For getting scared I can't own you
For getting scared you're gone
For wanting to take you away
And hide you all for myself
I hate myself
I'm sorry for it all
I hate myself
Just throw me away like you should
Like deep down you know you will
Like deep down you know you want to
I'm sorry sorry sorry
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
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Random Thoughts
PoetryThis is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine. Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promis...
