A Crossroad ✔

Chapter 52: Reunion

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Naalimpungatan ako nang may mahinang gumalaw sa aking tabi. I feel warm arms wrapped around my shoulders and it feels so cozy. Guess I was too tired last night because I wasn't able to hug my teddy...

Napadilat ako nang wala sa oras. What the..  Sh*t!

Nilingon ko ang katabing himbing na himbing sa tulog at nakapulupot ang isang braso sa aking balikat. He is laying straight, his pointed nose is the first thing I noticed and his long eyelashes more defined by his closed eyes.

I can feel his nakedness on mine—definitely! My sides were pressed on his and his temperate skin is challenging mine! Pareho kaming hubo't hubad at masakit na masakit ang katawan ko na parang dinaganan nang ilang kilong sako ng bigas.

And then the memory of last night came rushing back to me and all rationality threw me in the sea of embarrassment and self-pity. God! Nag-init ang pisngi ko sa sobrang pagkapahiya na kapag hindi ako makaaalis dito, hindi ko na alam.

No way, we really did it! We... We made love! We had... s-sex! Premarital sh*t and I dare say I am more of a... traditional woman? Kasintahan ko siya pero... Damn it! Some situations just really drive me out of my self-imposed rationality.

Maingat kong inalis ang pagkayayakap niya upang makapag-ayos bago pa siya magising at makita akong ganito. For God's sake, I'm sick! I am dying and hell, I had that... That experience.

I'm most of the time weak lalo na at nagigising akong inaatake ng gastric pain ko but yesterday night... I felt so alive. Parang sandaling nawala lahat ng iniinda ko sa katawan dahil sa lahat ng mga banyagang sensasiyong ipinaramdam niya sa'kin.

It was reaching heaven, and it was one of the best moments I had even how vulgar it was. How daring and bold and... And wrong!

"Where..." Raven's hand touched my stomach and I almost jumped in utter shock. "Do you think you're going?" I bit my lips when I felt his arm sliding down my waist. Lahat ng balahibo ko sa katawan ay nagsitaasan sa init na idinulot no'n.

I am this sick and freaking horny!

Nagising na pala ang kumag. Huli na ang lahat para itanggi ang kabaliwang ginawa ko kagabi. I freaking seduced him! Mas nakakahiya pa sa nakakahiya.

"A-Ano... Magbibihis lang ako, Raven." Hindi ako makatingin sa kan'ya. Nakakahiya talaga! I can feel his breath on my neck at alam kong isang maling lingon lang at diretso ang mukha ko sa mukha niya. I don't even know whether I did a good choice of giving in or not because I will have more things to remember if I...

"No way highway. You're not going anywhere, my love. Dito ka lang," pandidikta pa niya bago ako mas hinila palapit. Kung pwede lang akong mabasag sa higpit ng yakap ng kan'yang malalakas na braso sa akin ay kanina pa sana.

I'm bare, naked as can be and I am sharing a very little space with my boyfriend... Paano kami umabot sa ganito? This intimacy is only between married couples! Those who have rights to consummate because they attended a sacred ceremony! I am not that conservative but hell, I am being one just to make up for my bold deeds yesterday.

Hindi ko akalaing darating kami sa puntong ganito. Dito mismo! Sa kama niya. Katabi siya. Kinaisa niya kagabi at hindi ko alam...

There's... always another round, right? That is what books say!

"And besides, I've already seen everything that you're trying to hide now, why are you being stubborn?" Nahampas ko tuloy siya sa pahirit pa niya. That darn mouth of his is something I can't easily cope up with.

"Magtigil ka. Bitawan mo ako, Raven." Sinubukan ko siyang itulak palayo para lang talaga makalayo pero hindi man lang siya natinag. I expected that. I just hoped I was wrong, damn it.