A Crossroad ✔

Chapter 70: Undeniably

[Raven]

I know nothing at all. At first, every part of me is like floating somewhere unknown and I am not able to move at all. All I can do was listen as little voices of people from another dimension that I can't see at all because everything is dark reached my senses.

"It is impossible for him to make it... Are you still up for the continuous medication?" I looked around, trying to figure out where I am but damn it! I see none!

"It would be a total waste of resources, Mr and Mrs. Marami pang mga pasyente ang mas nangangailangan at mas may malaking tsansang mabuhay." I don't have the slightest idea what is going on but I sense something not right. I felt my forehead crumpled from too much confusion.

"It has been almost a year and your son is not improving even a bit. I am sorry pero kailangan kong maging matapat dahil parte ito ng aking trabaho, Mr. and Mrs. Del Fierro." Wait, what?

"Parating dito ang k-kasintahan niyang ilang buwan din pong na-comatose, doc. We don't want to give her hard feelings." That voice is so familiar. It is from my mom and who are they talking to as girlfriend and someone not being able to make it?

"B-Baka maging masama para kay Quin, doc. Kahit kaunting panahon na lang po. Maipaliwanag lang namin sa kan'ya ang totoong nangyayari..." Why are they talking about Quin? As far as I can remember, I have a girlfriend named Quin.

"The decision is still up to you. Ang sinasabi ko lang po ay ang aming analisasiyon."

"Gumising ka na, please..." The voices I heard earlier were drowned out and a little, pleading voice of a woman I'm very sure I know reached my ears. I don't know but it happened so fast that the place I am in—filled with void darkness turned luminous and vibrant.

I saw trees and birds, a sunny day but the breeze that touched the grasses passed through me and I felt nothing. Kunot-noong tiningnan ko ang dinaanan no'n at nakita ang isang babaeng parang diyosa sa ganda. What the... She looks so familiar! 

"Mahal... Saan ka na?" I turned to the other side and peeked through a tree. I saw myself there, leaning on the hard wood. As soon as that version of me heard her calling out, he can't help but smile.

That tone, that sternness but with a touch of sincerity, and that voice... I can simply determine who is this angel.

What the hell am I thinking? Napamasahe ako sa aking ulo at marahas na napailing.

At first I thought, fame is the best thing I achieved in my life but, damn... When she came, I felt like I'm willing to throw everything away in exchange of an access... Even once to be able to meet her in the middle of this world where I can openly express every little thing to the biggest confessions I have.

I love her. So much.

Everything will never be enough without her.

I bit my lower lip and massaged my chest this time. Bakit ang gulo? Parang kinakausap ko ang sarili pero hindi naman ako iyon. Is this voice that version of me? That guy who immediately went to the goddess and grinned?