Now and Forever (Twilight Seth Clearwater x Reader)

How could they

After the incident that happened at Bella's party it seemed awkward between us all.

I mean I know Jasper didn't mean to do anything obviously so why can't we just move on.

Every time I go their way they go the other direction to scared to even face me it would seem, even Jasper and Rose.

After school Bella drives us home and we pull up to see Edward standing there so we get out to ask him what's going on.

"Hey." Bella says quietly.

He avoids eye contact with her and says "Both of you come take a walk with me."

I look to him confused on why he looks so, so broken. We follow him to the woods and walk until he finally stops.

He sighs saying " We have to leave Forks."

"What?" I question not understanding.

"Why?" Bella asks just as confused. "Carlisle is suppose to be ten years older than he looks. People are staring to notice." He tell her.

"Ok I uh got to think of something to say to Charlie." He looks to her sadly.

"When you say we..?"

"I mean my family and myself." He says.

I feel my heart drop and eyes get glossy. "Edward, what happened with Jasper it was.. it's nothing." He says to him.

"Your right, it was nothing. Nothing compared to what could have happened. You just don't belong in my world Bella and Y/n." He says noticing me now.

I just stare at the ground emotionless with glossed over eyes. "I belong with you. We both do." Bella says.

"No you don't." He says.

"I'm coming." She says angrily.

"Bella. I don't want you to come." He responds.

Bella looks at him with glossed eyes. I finally speak up quietly "When?"

He looks to me sadly " Now. The others are already gone I'm the last one here."

I let out a sob "No no they wouldn't have just left. They wouldn't just leave me."

" They told me to give this to you." He says handing me a yellow folder. I open it to see individual letters. I close it to angry and sad to look at.

" They didn't even say goodbye." I say letting out some tears.

" I thought they cared about me, I thought you cared about me and Bella. Was it all a lie. If so your all pathetic and you can tell them I said that." I say angrily running away.

I don't want to hear the rest of what he had to say. I just kept running not even knowing where my feet were taking me till I reached their house.

I run in calling for them " Jasper! Rose! Alice! Emmett! Esme! Carlisle! Anyone please!" I yell into the house sobbing. I looked around seeing the whole place empty.

I fall to the ground and cry.

They said they cared about me,no loved me. That we would be a family together forever. And, they just leave me like I was nothing. I cry harder.

I look up seeing it was dark but I didn't care I was to hurt. I stand to look into the only mirror on the wall.

As I gaze into it all I see is the memories we had together, the lies.

I get angry looking at my y/e/c's that are now red a puffy in the mirror and slam my fist into it while screaming.

The glass shatters falling on to the floor. I look to see my hand bloody yet I feel nothing but numb. I don't know if it's me or the bond making me this way, but I fucking hate it.

I hear a noise out side and run out somehow hoping it was them when I suddenly see Dad with a few other cops.

He runs to me embracing me in a hug " What happened. Y/n tell me what happened. I couldn't find you or Bella god dammit what's going on!" He yelled.

I look at him and just cry. He holds me close saying he's sorry and it will be okay. Once I stopped and told him the Cullens left and how I injured my hand we left to go home and look for Bella.

We reach the house and i see more officers there along with neighbors. " Y/n!" I hear voices call out.

I turn and see Jake, Seth, and Leah along with their parents. They run to me and hug me tightly all saying things like "what happened" "Are you hurt, we so glad your okay, and things like that." I let go of the hug and say " Uh yea I'm uh fine. I was just upset."

Well that's half of the truth.

They nod still worried Jake and Leah walk away leaving me and Seth. He pulls me into another hug saying " Don't ever so that again. I was so worried. I-I thought something bad happened to you again. That you were hurt or worse." I hug him back just as tightly letting a tear fall.

I just stay in his comfort and mumble " I'm fine. I'll explain it soon. I promise." He looks at me clearly not believing I'm fine but nods anyway.

"I'm here. Like I said I'd do anything for you." I smile and sit down him next to me with a blanket over my shoulders.

Even though I'm upset I'm worried about Bella we still haven't found her. Seth has been talking to me and trying to calm me down and help as best he can. I don't know what I'd do without him.

I mean he refuses to leave my side, I'm glad I still have people who care that much about me. I think back to the Cullens at that thought and try to push them away to focus on the situation at hand.

I'm pulled from my thoughts hearing "I found her."

We turn and look to see Sam carrying a pale and cold Bella. Dad runs to her and takes her from him " Thank you Sam." He says. Sam nods and looks to Jake.

They have a stare off for a minute or two then Jake walks away probably wondering what Sam wants with him.

I see Sam look at me and he immediately runs over and I stand and meet him halfway hugging him, leaving a confused Seth.

"What happened? Did they do something? Are you okay?" He ask about a million questions at once.

I just hug him tightly and say " They left me. They didn't even say goodbye."

While I let down a few tears, he sighs and his face softens pulling me back into the hug telling me the pack has me and will never leave me. That they have my back.

I just nod say my goodbyes to everyone and go to my bed.

I look at the ceiling watching my fan spin unable to sleep just rethinking the words.... They left me.