Now and Forever (Twilight Seth Clearwater x Reader)

Christmas blues

After our fight we made up and talked about everything. Our fears, especially for each other but it only brought us closer.

Seth hid his pain away from me for so long now all I want to do is help him see we'll get through this together even if we were to die, but let's hope it's doesn't come to that.

I also told him how scared I really was letting my brave barrier down spilling everything out to him.

It was a very emotional night for us but let's just say we took things a lot farther than we though we were.

I look over at his sleeping figure smiling as memories of the night before come flooding in.

"I'm sorry I called you reckless if anything your the opposite, your the most selfless person I know. But that's also your weakness." He tells me. I sigh knowing it true as we lay down cuddling together in his bed. "I know but I will do anything for my friends and family, Just like you." I say.

We smile at each other and then kiss each other lovingly. Things suddenly got a lot more heated him now on top of me as we kiss more roughly.

He pulls away saying "Do you want to stop."

"No." I breath out wanting nothing more than to do this. He nods as we continue he takes off his shirt than my own after looking to me for permission to which I nodded.

The rest of the night was pure bliss, I've never felt more loved and protected.

I smile looking to the roof. "Why are you so happy?" Seth says smirking to me now awake.

I laugh and say "That was... perfect."

I tell him and he smile kissing me and says "We could always do it again." With a teasing smile.

I laugh pushing him off me throwing the pillow at him as he laughs.

"We should head back." I tell him but he pulls me closer saying "Nooo for the first time since this whole mess started everything feels okay."

"Yeah. It does." I tell him and kiss him again before jumping out the bed to get dressed before he could say anything.

"Hey!" I heard and laughed.

Back at Bella's house it's now dark and I knock on the door for Edward to open it.

"Hey." I tell him as he lets me in and I sit in the couch.

"Hello Y/n, where have you been? Last we heard was you and Seth arguing about something." He says.

"We figured it out and just wanted some time alone together." I tell him and smile lightly.

Suddenly he looks to me wide eyed "You and him... well than." He says.

I widen my own eyes "What did I say about staying out of my head!" I exclaim embarrassed he ready my thoughts.

"I'm sorry but it's a habit and I didn't expect well that." He tries to defend.

"Yeah okay." I tell him.

We just look to each other for a bit and then he starts laughing and I try to be mad but laugh to.

"I'm sorry." He says "Me too, but if you tell anyone I will hurt you." I say.

He just nods as Bella comes in "There you are. We were looking for you Renesmee wants you to tuck her in." Bella says to me.

I nod and head to her room. I push the door open seeing her sitting up looking at me already. "Hey Ness, I thought your mom already tucked you in." I say with a smile sitting down next to her.