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Smells Like Soap:

I have trouble writing about things that aren't tragedy 

Because for the longest time tragedy has been me.

His tide of nothing ate me whole

And I don't blame him, I blame myself.

In the grand scheme of it all 

There is no one else left to carry those feelings. 

Or maybe lack of, 

It wasn't black and white like falling out of love

Because a part of my soul, 

Will always be thankful for that time you made it whole

The only difference is 

You aren't the one filling the gaps anymore 

Because I'm tired of waiting for a settled score

And a day that will never come. 

So for once I stood under the shower stream

And the steam fogged the glass I write words in 

And the room smelt clean.

The room smelt like soap

And I felt like me. 

And I didn't have to let you go

Because I already know

You were gone long before I could even pull my hand away.

And that's okay. 

Because the room smells like soap

And I blow bubbles out of hope. 

~J.K.M.

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