-Fifty Nine-

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Prisoner Set By Bitterness/Freedom Set By Live & Forget: 

A prisoner of my own doing set by chains I made 

Bound in bitterness wrapping the parts I found 

Too dirty to just dust clean

Months and months of scrubbing made to be set free

Pouring dirty bucket water down a hollow drain 

Let it swirl, let the water bubble 

Scrub away at the messes you made

And the ones you didn't but still need to clean 

We're only prisoners of the creation of our own troubles 

I scrubbed at the walls so long I think my skin began to bleed

And when it peeled back what was underneath

Was finally fucking clean. Finally unseen. 

Not to think it won't get dirty again,

But this time, it's for me. 

Long hard look in the mirror to practice what I preach, 

Sparkling skin next to a dirty sheet 

A pile of memories waiting to be set alight

Pour your dirty water out from your heart. 

Break the constrictions set by your own indifference

Crack the chains and learn to let go 

You'll only walk free away from the more that you know 

A prisoner made from your own bitterness

A free woman is allowed to roam

Walk away with your freshly clean skin because tomorrow holds

A future empty of barred windows and four roomed walls

Only open spaces to commemorate the clean soul. 

A prisoner set by bitterness.

Freedom given to me by living to forget. 

~J.K.M.

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