It was really a tiring day. Pagkatapos naming magbreakfast, nagjet ski kami ni Yuji and we went to different beaches gamit ang bangka. Pagbalik namin, nagBanana boat kami kaya pakiramdam ko'y pagod na ako kahit hindi pa man tapos ang araw na ito.
"Are you sure na ayaw mo nang lumabas dito?" tanong ni Yuji after I took my shower.
"Maybe later pero hindi na ako maglalangoy." I answered.
"Okay. Basta nasa labas lang ako, ah?" Napakunot ang noo ko pagkasabi niya noon.
"Kanina mo pa ako iniiwan. Ano bang meron sa labas?" I asked out of curiosity.
"Please don't ask. I don't wanna lie to you." He looked so torn dahil sa tinanong ko but he really looks so cute.
"Then tell me the truth. Why would you lie though?"
"Enzo, please. You'll know tomorrow, promise." I just sighed. Mukhang wala naman talaga siyang planong sabihin sa akin kung anong ginagawa niya.
"Okay. Dito lang ako." I said and signaled him that he can already go out.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
He threw a flying kiss before going out of the room. And now, I'm alone in this room with nothing to do.
Gusto kong matulog sana pero baka sumakit lang ang ulo ko dahil maghahapunan na rin naman.
I decided to message Den so that I can be busy over something.
'Hi, bes. Boredom strikes. How are you?'
'So, kakausapin mo lang ako dahil bored ka? Bakla ka ng taon. Pero keri naman. Busy slight ang mare mo.'
'May ginagawa ka ngayon? Can I call?'
'Bakla, busy me. Hindi keri. Kung wala kang magawa, gawan mo ng poem si kuya mong Yuji para may pagkaabalahan ka naman.'
'Kaloka! Sige na. Baka nakakaistorbo na ako. Chika na lang ako pag free na tayong tatlo ni Justine.'
Honestly, I love the idea of writing poem for Yuji. My love for Shakespeare could be used now.
I opened my Notepad application to start writing my poetry. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko rin alam kung paano but I'll just let my heart write for me.
Years gone, you're still the same
Under the flickering lights, you came
Jam of that night started to be unheard
In your presence, you annoyed this nerd
Magical... that's the word
I never thought I'll release my sword
Tried to brush these feelings away
Surrendered and allowed our hands to sway
Usual self was lost and started to drown
Starting from now, treat me as your own
Unknown may be what our future brings
Remember that I'm already looking forward for our rings
Our love will last even if our lives won't
Hindi ko naiwasang mapaluha nang dahil sa naisulat ko. Ganito nga siguro talaga kapag nagmahal na. Even death can't stop you from loving that person.
Sa kalagitnaan ng pagdadrama ko ay may tumawag sa akin. Pagkabasa ko ng pangalan ay hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman.
Matthew
Kinakabahan ako dahil hindi naging maganda ang huling pag-uusap naming dalawa pero masaya ako dahil kakausapin niya na ulit ako pagkatapos ng lahat.
Sinagot ko ang tawag na iyon at hinintay siyang magsalita.
"It's how you used to say
I love you and I miss you
It's how you pretend to love me then
When you wandered off the things we've done before
Now it's too late to turn back anymore
I used to say I love you
I used to say I miss you
And now it's all gone
Are we fading away
Are you coming back into my arms
To love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say
I love you and I miss you
I need you more today
It's how you used to say
I love you and I miss you
It's how you pretend to love me then
That kept me thinkin' off the things we've done before
Now is it too late to turn back anymore
I used to say I love you
I used to say I miss you
And now it's all gone
Are we fading away
Are you coming back into my arms
To love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say
I love you and I miss you
You're all I ever wanted
And all I ever needed
Even if you pretend
Please love me again
Are you coming back into my arms
To love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say
I love you and I miss you
Back into my arms to love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say
I love you and I miss you
Are you coming back into my arms
To love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say
I love you and I miss you
I need you more today
I need you more today
I need you more today"
I can hear him sobbing while singing for me and it breaks my heart because I know that that song really represents his feelings for me.
"Enzo, malinaw sa aking mas mahal mo si Yuji. Malinaw sa akin na siya na 'yung pinili mo. Pero baka naman pwede, kahit ilang araw lang, iparamdam mo sa akin na ako talaga. Na ako 'yung mahal mo. Kahit magpanggap ka lang, ayos na ayos lang sa akin, Enzo. Kahit kunwari lang, Enzo."
"Matt, you deserve a love that is real. Hindi mo deserve na magsettle sa kunwarian lang kasi pangseryosohan ka."
"But if that's the only way na maipaparamdam mo sa akin na ako ang pinipili mo, I'll take it."
"Mahal na mahal kita, Matt. Kung sa kaibigan, I can love you the way you deserve it. Pero hindi ko kayang magpanggap dahil lang ganoon ang gusto mo, Matt. Sana naiintindihan mo." Hindi ko na naman naiwasang mapaiyak dahil sa pag-uusap naming dalawa.
"Talo talaga ako, 'no? Ayoko na." Hindi na ako nakapagsalita dahil ibinaba niya na ang tawag pagkatapos noon.
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