Save Me

16. Would you live for me?

Molly has built up walls around her ever since her sisters died. She thought Negan would be the man to break them, but he broke her instead.

Walking out of the armoury, I felt deflated.

I went from belonging at to two places to feeling like I didn't belong anywhere.

I couldn't trust anyone. My family meant nothing to him.

Eugene seemed to be adjusting better than me. I guess it's true what they say about getting too close to power.

As I was in my own thoughts, walking down the hallway, just as I passed the doors to the main hall, the doors swung open.

Him.

I looked at him briefly with no emotion as I carried on walking to my room.

'Molly' he said softly.

I stopped suddenly, still not facing him.

'We need to talk' he said exhaustedly.

I turned around slowly.

He looked tired, like he hadn't slept after yesterday.

'I think I'll skip the excuses thanks, you'll probably just give me more of the same bullshit you spouted yesterday' I said sternly before I spun back around and carried on walking.

'I did what I had to do' he said softly.

I snapped then.

'The hell did you just say?! You promised me one. One person and you lied to me, never mind the fact that you actually enjoyed it' I yelled as my eyes started to well up again.

'It would have just been your boy Spencer, but that girl tried to kill me! Or have you forgotten about that?! I told you, every time they resist, there has to punishment. They brought it on themselves' he shouted back.

'Why the hell do you think they resist?! You acted like a complete asshole at Alexandria' I yelled back.

'Alright, fine darlin, we're doing this. Yeah, I enjoyed it. I enjoyed every goddamn minute. What do want me to say? Seeing the people who killed an absolute assload of my people squirm makes me happy. But what about you doll? You don't think I noticed you step in front of that girl? She your little girlfriend?' he said sternly as he walked slowly towards me.

I broke eye contact with him when me mentioned Tara.

'Oh, darlin. Looks like I've touched a nerve' he whispered mockingly.

'You can pretend that I'm the bad guy if that's what will help you sleep at night, but you know the truth, just like me' he whispered edging closer to me.

I scoffed. 'You're right. I lied. But that girl I protected is my sister, Tara. So if you or any of your 'Saviours' ever threaten her again, I won't hesitate to kill you' I whispered in his ear.

I shot him a scowl as I walked away. He just stood there in awe as I walked away.

Once I got back to my room, I shut it behind me and leant back against it with my eyes closed.

I hated him but I wanted him.

I heard footsteps outside my door which was followed by a hasty knock.

I opened the door slowly and saw Sherry standing there, her eyes filled with hurt and anger.

'Are you and Dwight together?' she said breathlessly.

I looked at her wide eyed.

'What?' I said almost chuckling.

'I'm serious. Frankie told me you kissed him and you've been going out on 'runs' together so cut the crap', she said now scowling.