Ashanti
"Ris," I said in a soft tone as I entered his room. He was sat facing the window. I walked up to him slowly and felt his curly hair as I sat on his bed. "What's up?"
He glared at me with a clenched jaw.
"Ris, what's going on? Why are you so angry at me?" I asked.
He opened his mouth to speak then grunted as he shut his eyes. "Go away,"
"Ris..." I sat up and sat on the window sill so he was facing me. "Please... I don't know what I did wrong,"
He raised his eyebrows. "Check your fucking phone. How many times have I called you and you aired me?" he asked. "You've had time to post on insta and snap and get a whole boyfriend but you didn't have time to answer my phone calls,"
I sighed. I know he's been calling me but I've been so busy with uni and everything. He was calling me a lot during the whole 'meeting' situation and I was so tied up with Keem, Rico, my own mental health... I restricted my usage on my phone, just for my own mental health so I could focus on my feelings a bit more but I know I was supposed to call him back a while ago but I just didn't.
I'm wrong for that.
There's no excuse.
He's my little brother.
"I'm sorry," I said.
He looked at me as he shook his head and crossed his arms.
"But I'm here now," I smiled a little. "You can talk to me now,"
"I can't," he said almost immediately. "You've changed. And I don't like it,"
I frowned. "How have I changed?"
He didn't answer me, he just looked away.
I ignored it and sighed again. "Amaris, please, tell me what's wrong. Lexi said you were cry-"
"I weren't crying," he cut me off.
"Okay," I nodded. "But you were upset?"
"I was," he agreed. "I broke up with my girl,"
"What?" I widened my eyes. Ris has been going out with this one girl, Sasha, since primary school. "What happened?"
He still kept a hard face. "We just broke up. She said she weren't feeling it no more... I didn't wanna move moist so I said 'same'... and we broke up. It was calm, there's this other girl that I fucked-"
"Wait, slow down. You lost your virginity?" I asked.
He shrugged. "Yeah."
"To Sasha or the other girl?"
"Sasha. She lost hers to me as well. Couple months ago," he sighed. "She's a good beat, you know,"
"Ew, don't talk about her like that," I hit him softly.
He laughed a little. "Nah, but it was good. So good,"
"Protection? Please say you used protection," I bit my lip.
"Yeah, I'm not stupid," he nodded.
"And you... had sex with another girl as well?" I asked. It felt weird talking to him about sex.
"After me and Sash broke up," he nodded. "And I felt so guilty after, I don't know why. Now I just miss her,"
"But that's your fault, you told her you weren't feeling the relationship no more," I advised him.
"I was only agreeing with her, though," Ris looked at me. "I told Sasha I wanted to be with her again, that I missed her and she was like, she misses me too and she regrets breaking up with me but, no, cos I beat someone else she won't take me back,"
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