My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

chapter 2

Once I walked into my house I sat down on the floor with my dog Rupert giving him kisses and cuddles, he was so excited to see me he kept whacking me with his tail making me laugh, he's so big and fluffy that I love cuddling with him. 
"Oh god, I don't feel like moving" I said out loud as I laid down on the carpet letting Rupert use me as a pillow "Rupert, you're the only man I need in my life. Who's a good boy? Huh? Who's a good boy?" I gave him his scratches watching him get more and more excited until he barked to go outside. I let him out the sliding door and stood there while he did his business and ran around the yard like a nut. I let him in and I got myself ready for bed, I laid down in my bed as Rupert laid next to me in his designated spot on my bed, I had a hard time falling asleep, I kept thinking about Jimin, and everything that happened tonight at the restaurant, my whole life I've been made fun of for my weight, I should be used to it. Hell I am used to it. I'm just not used to being publicly embarrassed like that..I use humor as a coping mechanism making jokes about myself making people laugh with me so I feel less bad about it. And that's fine, when it's me. When it's strangers who feel like they're so much better than me just because I'm fat..that's not okay. And I hate being looked at with sad eyes while everyone talks about the fat girl. Fuck them. At least I know I'm a good person. If the only negative thing anyone can say about me is about my weight then that says a lot about who they are as a person, I'm a great person. That's all that matters. 

The next day I woke up feeling like shit, probably from lack of sleep and from crying. I made a pot of coffee and fixed the bandage on my forehead, once I made myself a cup of hot liquid goodness from the coffee pot I opened up the sliding doors letting Rupert out as I curled up in my patio chair watching him play. I lit up a cigarette and smoked it while drinking my morning cup of coffee. This was our usual morning routine, I don't smoke in my house so I always sit outside with Rupert. And when it comes to coffee..let me just say this. You touch my coffee. You die. Once we made our way back into the house I decided to get dressed for the day, jeans and my nirvana tshirt. I wore my hair down as usual but put some curls in it making it wavy, it's so long I almost cut it off a few weeks ago, I decided against it. It's almost at my ass, I'm not sure what to do with it anymore. I pulled out my phone and texted my best friend Joon-ho asking if he wanted to hang out today, of course he said yes right away so we decided to meet up at our favorite cafe. 
Joon-ho and I are best friends, we have been since I moved here which is almost six years ago. We're awkwardly close, those close best friends everyone thinks is a couple, and does couple's things..yeah that's us. It's totally platonic though. Like I wouldn't think twice about getting naked in front of him, and I have. But it's never sexual, we're just comfortable together. We're both bisexual so we discuss our interests in men and women together, it makes it interesting whenever we get drunk that's for sure.  

I pulled into my favorite parking spot when I got to the parking lot, I was belting out a Lil Wayne song as I had it turned up so loud the bass was shaking my windows. I felt eyes on me but I  blew them off as I swung open my car door 
"I suck a pussy, fuck a pussy, leave it there won't ever even care! Hey Mr Carter-" 
"Interesting taste in music" a voice said cutting me off, I shot my head to the direction of the voice only to see Mr drop dead sexy Jimin standing there looking sexy as fuck in his skinny jeans and white tshirt. He had a black beanie on, sunglasses, and black shiny boots that in that moment I would've paid good money to lick. Ew. Wtf is wrong with me. God and his fucking muscles...his thick ass thighs were screaming at me to ride them, his biceps were pulsing waiting for me to bite them..and his lips..my god. I was wet just standing there and all he did was breathe. 
"Uh, thanks" I cut the engine and stood up shutting the door "Weezy fan?" I asked as I hit the button to lock my car
"Depends on the song" he shrugged his shoulders as he stuffed his hands into his pockets, a motion that took my breath away because I'm a desperate piece of trash right now.
"Yeah I get that" I nodded my head as another sexy God like man walked up next to Jimin 
"Hey Jimin you ready?" He asked, I took him all in, he had brown wavy hair, so fluffy I wanted to run my fingers through it, he was taller, tan, and so fucking beautiful with a boxy smile. I noticed the difference in his eyes right away, one mono lid, one double which made me all the more attracted to him. He was wearing a tightly fitted black tshirt and dark skinny jeans with a black beanie just like Jimin's. Oh god, I wonder if they're a super sexy fucking couple. Oh god.. I wonder if they're bi and do threeseomes… heeeeyyyyy I thought to myself. 
"Yeah, sorry I was talking to Sarah" Jimin said as he ushered towards me, tall dark and handsome flashed me his boxy smile as he extended his hand towards me to shake 
"Hey Sarah, I'm Taehyung. You can call me Tae, it's nice to meet you" he caressed my hand gingerly as we shook hands 
"Nice to meet you too" I smiled and felt like I wanted to crawl into a hole and die because at that exact moment as I'm being introduced and in such a close proximity with two of the sexiest men alive a voice breaks through the background 
"You can let go of her hand now" he says as he wraps his arm around my waist in a defensive manner. Joon-ho. Fucking Joon-ho. 
"Who are you guys and what do you want with Sarah?" Joon-ho is almost as tall as Tae, he's built, pale, and intimidating to look at. When we first met I would've paid any amount of money to have sex with his fine ass. And when I say fine ass… I mean fine ass. And he has a huge bubble butt. I scoffed and shook my head 
"Joonie, fuck off please. This is Jimin and Tae, I met Jimin last night at work, and he just introduced me to Tae.. I'm sorry guys" I looked sympathetically at Jimin and Tae "this is my best friend Joon-ho and he's an asshole so please ignore whatever comes out of his mouth" 
"Nice to meet you" Jimin said as he eyed Joon-ho up and down as if to say "I'm not scared of you" Tae extended his hand to Joon-ho and they shared a handshake while introducing themselves. Finally Joon-ho let me go. 
"We should head in now Sarah, was nice meeting you guys" he waved as he laced his fingers with mine pulling me towards the cafe 
"Bye guys! Nice meeting you!" I waved as he pulled me in. Jimin gave me a smile as Tae waved back enthusiastically.