"Ew, why are you wearing that? You look like a tortured sausage"
"Are those real?" As she poked my back rolls
"Why would anyone want to fuck her when she looks like that?"
"What's up Shrek"
"Hey fatass can you hurry it up?"
"Opps didn't see you t...
a boy!!!" She jumped up and down giggling and taking pictures, as many as she could for us. I cried. Happiness hit me like a wave Jaxson Park. My son. Our son. No longer a nameless, genderless bean..instead he was a baby boy. "Yes! Yes! Yes!" Jimin jumped up and down as tears fell down his face "Baby! We're having a boy! A son! We have a son!" He kissed my face all over not caring about the tears on his lips as he giggled "Jaxson" I whispered with a wide smile as I wiped the tears from my face, he nodded and repeated the name back to me "Jaxson Park" his smile grew as he leaned in and kissed me again, we watched the baby move around on the screen while we celebrated and watched him under my skin as my stomach shifted with him on the screen. A baby boy. My baby boy. He was moving so much. He was perfect. I couldn't wait to hold him in my arms. "Everything is perfect with Jaxson" the doctor beamed as she removed the doppler and wiped the gel from my belly, I stood up and pulled my pants up "Thank you so much!" I cried and wrapped my arms around her while she laughed and hugged me back, we broke away and she handed me the ultrasound pictures of Jax Oh gosh. It was all so overwhelming and amazing, I grabbed the trash can again and released whatever was left in my system. After we finished talking to the doctor about everything, we walked to the car and sat in it staring at the photos of our son. "He has your nose" I beamed examining Jimin's face and comparing it to the sonograms "Your ears though" he smiled "Aww and your tiny hands!" I joked making myself giggle while Jimin just smiled and shook his head at me. Eventually we decided to leave the parking lot, we went to the diner that he went to for breakfast so we could show the old lady there the pictures of Jaxson. She cooed over the photos and continuously rubbed my belly, making me laugh and feel uncomfortable as other people were staring. While we sat in his booth we made sure we texted all of our friends and family letting them know our big news. Immediately our phones were flooding with messages and calls, we ignored all of them though. We were in our own world on cloud nine while we ate our lunch and talked about the fact that we were having a boy. "Babe?" I asked softly as I sipped on a glass of water "Hmm?" "We're having a boy" I smiled wide, he tucked his lower lip between his teeth and smiled "Yes we are..Jaxson Park.." he nodded "I love him so much already" "Me too" "You're going to be an amazing mom" he reached over the table and intertwined our fingers "You're going to be an amazing dad" We stared at each other with smiles on our faces. Our lives had been constantly changing since we met. Sometimes it felt like we were moving too fast, too many changes at once..but I would do it all over again the exact same way. I wouldn't trade this for the world. I would choose him again and again and again no matter what. I couldn't pick a person better than him to take this journey with. "I love you so much Jimin" "I love you too Sarah" He caressed my knuckles with his thumb and stared admiringly into my eyes. I had never felt more loved or happier than I did in this moment. In a run down diner holding hands with my husband, and carrying our son in my stomach. The very stomach I always hated and wished I could get rid of. The one that hangs low and jiggles and is riddled with stretch marks..it was holding life. The most precious thing to me. I suddenly didn't hate it anymore. I leaned my cast on my stomach as Jimin continued to hold my other hand, Jaxson was pushing on my stomach and lifting my cast making us giggle softly together, he pulled his hand away from mine and filmed me sitting in the booth while Jax pushed my cast up and down through my skin. He sent it in the group chat for everyone
Jax is already giving his mom a hard time 😂
Everyone loved it. They were almost as excited as we were. Eventually we made our way home and when we walked in Rupert didn't even flinch, he just laid there on the floor with a bored expression on his face making me laugh "Poor Rupert, what's the matter puppers?" I cooed at him as he got up and walked over to me before plopping down on my feet for lovins. Jimin and I decided to start on the nursery now that we knew for certain we were having a boy. We purposely left the guest bedroom that was next to ours empty so we could transform it into a nursery. "Ready my love?" He asked as we looked around the empty room "Yes" I nodded and smiled before he leaned in and kissed me.
We spent the rest of our day listening to music as we laid plastic down on the floor and painted the walls powder blue. It was a damn process. All four walls were powder blue, we kept the trim white, and the ceiling white. Once the wall on the right side was dry which is where we were putting the crib, we dipped our hands in white paint and left our handprints to dry, we painted hearts, stars, and messages of love. Jimin took black paint and wrote Jaxson Park Once in hangul, and again in english. It was beautiful. It looked so delicate, and aesthetic, I cried again. We went around with white paint and painted whatever we wanted on the walls of the nursery, I painted a stick figure family of the three of us inside of a heart, an elephant with a smaller elephant by her side, more hearts, more stars, more loving messages, flowers, things I felt like belonged on the walls. I turned around and Jimin had outlined three sea turtles, two big ones and a baby sized one in between with a heart around them. I cried. He laughed at me as he pulled me into himself and held me tightly. We were both sweaty and covered in paint while we stood there in our son's nursery holding onto each other tight. So much love and happiness in this room. My heart was beating so fast I swore it was going to fall out of my chest. "I fucking hate this" I mumbled into his chest "Hate what?" He asked concerned "Feelings. I already feel too much and now the hormones have me feeling even more feelings and it makes me feel sick with how happy I am. It's all too mushy, it's gross." He laughed at me "Please don't ever change" he chuckled "I'll try not to" I laughed "Most people are like 'yay happiness' and then there's the love of my life" he laughed again "god I wouldn't trade you for the world" he whispered as he kissed my forehead. "Good because you're officially stuck with me for life" "I think I can manage" he shrugged making me laugh.
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I love y'all so much ♡ I wrote a JK short story that seems to be doing well, and I wasn't planning on the spin off for this book to be a long one..at least not as long as this one seems to be going..butI'm already 75 pages deep 😂🤣😂 what is my life right now? The spin off is about Jin, and it's from his POV this shit is hard. I have so much I want to put in it but I've never written from a male POV except for bits and pieces of my JK short story so its definitely new to me. MFAS has hit over 5k reads and again I cried. I'll never be able to thank you guys enough for your support, the funny comments, and the love I get. I have no idea when this story will end but thank you for coming along for the ride with me. I hope you're all happy, healthy, and safe ♡
