My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 5

He went first, he made it. 
"Favorite color"
"Yellow"
I made a shot
"Favorite food?"
"Hm.. beef skewers"
We continued this way for a while until the questions started to get.. different. 
"How do your parents feel about you being here?" He asked 
"I don't talk to them" I shrugged and made a shot 
"What do you do for a living?" 
"My father and I own a company, and we buy companies. There's more to it, but that's the basic" he made a shot
"Have you ever slept with Joon-ho?"
"No, not even close. We're super close.. like we've seen each other naked and we're comfortable but never anything sexual" I made a shot
"Last time you got laid" 
"Six months ago" he made a shot
"Last time you got laid?"
"Male or female?" His eyes got wide at my response. 
"Both?" 
"Three years since either to be honest. I just wanted to see your reaction finding out I'm bisexual" I laughed and made a shot
"How big is your dick?" I laughed 
"Eight and half when it's hard, pretty good girth too" he made a shot. Oh! Well god damn. 
"Well damn.. I didn't think you'd answer that" 
"I'm not embarrassed" he winked "what's your body count?" 
"Heh.. um.. 22?" He nodded at my answer and I made a shot "what's yours?" 
"19, probably more if you want to count just oral"
"Oh god no.. you'd think I was the biggest whore if we counted the just oral ones" I laughed obnoxiously making him laugh too, he made a shot 
"Why are you single?" He asked 
"Um. Well.. first the obvious, I'm fat and not very good looking so it's easy to overlook me, second, I'm a mess mentally and I'm not too sure I'd be able to handle another relationship. My last one crashed faster than an unstable airplane because of my mental shit. And I know I'm on medication now but I still have moments...like earlier for example. I was going to have a manic episode, I felt it coming because of the overwhelming happiness I felt. I was going way too high emotionally and I had to bring myself back down. Same thing happens with negative emotions too and sometimes I can just be down right nasty and mean" 
"Oooh that makes sense now, earlier I mean. But I don't think you're a mess" 
"That's because you don't know me yet" I laughed and made a shot 
"Why are you single then?"
"Well, my last girlfriend cheated on me with someone I considered a friend and it kind of broke me. I realized all of the girls I dated only ever wanted my money, my fame, my body, they didn't really care about me..they only cared about who I was in society. So when I found the woman I wanted to marry in bed sucking my best friends cock while getting it in the ass by my other friend.. I just decided to give up for a while" 
"Wow..they Eiffel towered her and you caught them?"
"Yep"
"I'm so sorry dude" I patted his back 
"Ehh I'm okay with it now, shit happens" he made a shot 
"So how come you don't have sex? If you've been single why don't you have fun? Like I don't sleep around but every so often I get some. What's stopping you?" 
"Well.. I used to sleep around a lot..but casual and meaningless sex became a vice to help me feel better about myself and take away some pain. I decided that's not a good way to be, so now I'm not having sex until it's with someone I consider in a relationship, or a close friend in a friends with benefits agreement" 
"Makes sense" 
"Jimin, you in here?" We turned towards the voice that called out
"Yeah Kook I'm in here" Jimin looked at me concerned as I watched this sexy man walk towards us, God he was beautiful. Perfect physique, long hair that would cover his eyes if he didn't have it pushed to the side, perfect complexion, muscular, chiseled by God, and his voice..mmmm.. his smile was to die for and his legs and hips were to ride for..if ya know what I mean. He was sweaty and in gym clothes, his natural male smell made my knees weak and my panties wet. 
"Oh, hey" he said as he smiled at me "I'm Jungkook" he extended his hand 
"Sarah" I shook his hand as he made eye contact with me making me feel naked before he looked me up and down licking his bottom lip, I felt exposed. We released our hands and he cleared his throat before looking at Jimin
"The guys will be here soon for the poker game, you coming?" 
"I forgot about poker night, Sarah and I are on a date" 
"Why don't you join us then Sarah?" Jungkook asked as he eyed my chest, it happened so fast I almost didn't see it
"That's up to Jimin, I don't know if he wants me to kick his ass in poker on our first date" 
Jungkook laughed at my joke, Jimin narrowed his eyes at me 
"I would usually say something about the fact that you said first date implying you will give me a second date..but you just insulted my poker skills. It's on, we'll come" he turned to face Jungkook "no one go easy on her either just because she's a girl. She can handle herself"
"I can tell" Jungkook winked at me "I'm gonna go shower and order pizza, the guys will be here soon"
"Okay" Jimin answered as Jungkook walked out of the room. 
"Sorry about him" 
"What for? He seems nice"
"Yeah, I guess" 
"So you ready to lose?"
"Bitch please" he rolled his eyes "I never lose in poker" 
Oh this dude has no idea who he's dealing with. My father has been playing poker with me since before I could walk, it's one of the only things he ever taught me before our relationship was too torn to save. I haven't played since I moved so this should be interesting. We walked through the house heading to the kitchen 
"I'm going to set up the snacks"
"Want some help?"
"No, you're a guest" 
"Okay, I'm going to go smoke outback then okay?"
"Alright" 
I walked out to the back yard and sat down at the table pulling out my cell phone and my cigarettes, I checked my phone scrolling through social media and smoking my cigarette 
"The guys are here" I heard Jungkook say from behind me making me jump 
"Okay, I'll be in in a second" 
Instead of walking away he sat next to me
"How long have you and Jimin known each other?"
"Only a few days, we met on Valentine's day at the restaurant you guys went to.." I looked down inhaling the cigarette 
"Ooooh you're the waitress!" 
"Yeah..that's me. Fatty Patty" I chuckled 
"I thought your name was Sarah?" He said with a smile, trying to pull me away from the memory of that night. 
"That too" I smiled as I put out my cigarette "ready to go in?"
"No, I'd rather sit out here with you and get to know you better" 
"as flattering as that is I think Jimin is waiting on me" 
"So?" He laughed 
"alright..well let's go" I got up from my chair and Jungkook followed. He placed his hand on my lower back ushering me through the back door, I felt his body heat through my clothes and I could tell my face was getting red at the physical contact. As soon as we entered the kitchen I was greeted by the six god like men I had seen at the restaurant.. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. My fat ugly broke self had no right to be breathing the same air as these seven men dripping with sex appeal and wealth. I felt my breath leave my body, how in the hell am I going to survive this? My anxiety was swimming in my body. When I get this anxious I can be obnoxious, loud, over talk, over share, or annoying and angry. Fuck my life. 
"This is Sarah" I heard Jimin say "Sarah, you already know Tae, but this is Namjoon, Hoseok, Jin, and Yoongi" he introduced me to everyone, they all greeted me with smiles and hellos, nodding their heads as they were introduced 
"Hey guys, I'm Sarah, nice to meet all of you" 
"Nice to meet you too, Jimin says you're pretty confident in your poker skills" Namjoon aka Mr sexyasfuckdimples spoke 
"Oh hell yeah, I've been playing my entire life"
"Ooooh she has no idea how good we are" Hoseok said as he gave me a giant smile 
"Only one way to find out" I laughed, I noticed Jungkook still had his hand on my body and my blood felt like it froze 
"Someone's eager" he whispered in my ear tickling my neck with his breath making me tense 
"Yeah..anyway. You guys ready?" Jimin asked as he made his way to the table where the cards and chips were placed. We all made our way to the table and I was finally able to escape Jungkook as I took a seat right next to Jimin. I smiled at him as he winked at me. Cracking open a beer that Yoongi handed me I settled in to my spot and the game started. I won the first hand, but didn't win again until the fourth game, the beers were going down smooth and the poker chips were being tossed around, we were all laughing and talking and genuinely enjoying each others company. I felt like I had known them my entire life and it was so easy to get along with all of them, they were all funny, nice, and respectful. The fact that I was different didn't bother me anymore, by the ninth hand I was drinking another beer and focusing on my hand, but suddenly I felt Jimin's warm hand on my thigh. He had his cards in one hand and his other was on my upper thigh, the warmth spread through my entire body and became the only thing I could focus on. Fuck the card game at this point. I looked at him out the corner of my eye but he didn't even notice, he was focused on his cards. 
"I'll fold" I said as I placed my cards face down on the table
"Me too" Jin sighed out as he shook his head and placed his cards down. I sipped my beer and very unsurely of myself placed my hand on top of Jimin's, he didn't look at me but instead he separated his fingers allowing mine to slip in between his and curled his tips around mine intertwining our fingers on my upper thigh. I smiled as the heat took over my body. He won that round of cards, but also that round of blatant flirting. Son of a bitch. By the end of the night I felt amazing
"Ready for me to take you home?" 
"Yeah I guess, I have work early anyway" 
"Alright, guys I'll see you later I'm going to take Sarah home so if you leave while I'm gone I'll see you at work"
"Bye Sarah!!!" Everyone shouted over each other making me laugh 
"Bye guys! Thanks again for having me, that was the most fun I've had in a long ass time" 
"You should come next week too!" Hoseok said to me
"I would love to!" 
"Awesome!" Namjoon said with a smile 
"Can't wait to see you next week then" Jungkook said as he lifted his beer to me 
"Bye!!" I waved as Jimin ushered me towards the front door. 
We got in his car and he started the engine, as he reversed out of the driveway he struck up conversation
"Thank you for coming over today" 
"Thank you for having me, this was the most fun I've had in years"
"Glad to hear it" he smiled at me as he placed his hand on my leg with his palm facing up, I put my hand in his and he drove me home holding my hand while we made conversation and being goofy together. I was happy that I could make him laugh as much as he could make me laugh. He didn't mind my goofiness or the random things I blurted out which eased my anxiety. When we made it to my house he took his hand from mine and put the car in park 
"So, second date?" He asked 
"I don't see why not" I said nonchalantly 
"Awesome, thank you for tonight"
"Thank you as well" I smiled, he leaned in to kiss me and I let him, it was a small peck but I wanted more. I didn't act on it though just being content having felt his plump lips on mine, but he did. He leaned in further and placed his hand on my head pulling me in more and deepening the kiss, when he bit my bottom lip I knew this was going further so I let him explore my mouth with his tongue. Best fucking kiss I've ever had. After a few minutes of making out we pulled away from each other 
"Do you..want to come in?" I asked nervously. Where did that boldness come from? My fear of rejection was nowhere to be seen, until he answered. 
"I don't think that's a good idea" 
"Oh, okay. No biggie" I laughed and went to exit the car 
"Sarah.. I don't want you to think I'm only interested in fucking you"
"Nah I get it you don't have to explain" I said rushed 
"But I also don't want you to think I don't want to have sex with you and have you overthink this whole situation" 
"Its cool Jimin, honestly. I'm not going to over think anything" I lied. I was already overthinking the situation before he answered me. 
"I'm pretty sure my boner can confirm I want you, but I really think we shouldn't ru-"
"Jimin" I cut him off. "Its fine, honestly. Let me know when you want a second date okay?" I smiled as I got out of his car and shut the door making my way to the house before he could try to say anything else. I wasn't mad or upset to be honest. I was relieved he said no, I used to have a habit of jumping into bed with anyone that showed me attention and I didn't want that with him. I figured I would tell him that eventually. As soon as I walked in I was knocked on my ass by Rupert jumping on me and showering me with kisses and barking loud enough to wake the neighborhood. After letting him outside to do his business we got into my bed and fell asleep.