My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 3

The next morning Rupert and I did our morning routine while Joon slept in my bed, when I left for work I kissed his cheek and locked the door behind me. When I pulled up to work I smoked a cigarette in the parking lot before walking into the hell hole. I had my 48 ounce cup of coffee in my hand, and my phone in the other as I gave myself a pep talk before unlocking the back door and walking in. No one was there yet as usual so I pulled all of my hair up in a giant messy bun, plugged my headphones in, and got to work on my prep. A few hours later Kris came in, he waved at me and I nodded my head in acknowledgement as I continued to clean and prep. More of the staff started making their way in so I decided to go outside and smoke before we open. I lit up my cigarette and checked my phone 

Jooniebug: I love you, thanks for leaving me breakfast on the counter, have a good day at work 
Me: I love you too ♡ 

Jimin: have a great day at work today, don't let what happened bother you today 
Me: thanks, have a good day. 

I went back into work, and had a good day. No one brought up what happened, no one said a word about it and we all carried on like business as usual. By the time I clocked out and smoked my cigarette in the parking lot I was ready for bed. I rushed home, let Rupert out, showered, and curled up next to him in my big empty bed. My thoughts were all over the place with Jimin, my past experiences, the issue from the other day, everything just seemed to be flooding me at once. I got up and walked to the bathroom grabbing my sleeping pills and taking one so I could get some sort of relief and fall asleep. I'm supposed to take my sleeping pill every night as well as my antidepressants, I don't like the sleeping pills though so I only use them on nights like this where my brain won't shut up and let me sleep but I take my antidepressants everyday, they're probably the only things that help me feel normal. I suffer from BPD (borderline personality disorder) PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder, and severe anxiety. Now BPD doesn't mean I have multiple personalities, it just basically means I feel things too drastically, I go from one extreme to the other. I also get highly pissed off easily, and have a hard time controlling my emotions most of the time, I let them get the best of me too much. The PTSD...well. we'll talk about that later. 

Saturday morning I woke up at eleven, it felt nice to sleep in. I had a rough couple of days trying to get out of my head but I couldn't stop thinking about how that guy did that to me in a crowded restaurant. What makes people be nasty for no reason? I was curled up on my chair outside drinking coffee and smoking a cigarette while Rupert played, my phone rang and I noticed Jimin's name
"Uh, hello?"
"Oh, did I wake you?"
"No, I'm up. I'm having coffee in my backyard" 
"Ah, sorry you just sounded sleepy"
"Nah, that's okay. My morning voice sounds like a man so I get it. I don't get my girl voice back until after my cup of coffee is done" he laughed in response before he spoke 
"How can you be funny right after waking up?"
"Coping mechanisms..am I right?" 
"Ah, got it"
"Yep, so what's up?"
"I was calling to see what you wanted to do today"
"Oh. I just assumed you'd tell me"
"Really? You don't seem like the type to like being told what to do"
"Well..depends on the setting" 
"I feel like there might be some sexual undertones involved in this conversation"
"That's because you're a fucking pervert. Anyway, I'll text you my address and I guess let me know a time and a game plan. I'll be here all day" 
He laughed at my rambling
"Okay Sarah, see you later"
"Yep bye" I ended the call and put my phone back down on the table shaking my head at the conversation we just had. I texted him my address and in response I got a text telling me to wear something comfortable. I asked him if sweatpants would work but he didn't answer. I continued to drink coffee on my patio for quite a bit scrolling through social media and occasionally smoking another cigarette. I decided to text Joon-ho and ask him to come help me do my makeup for the day, his ex dressed in drag all of the time so he learned how to do stunning makeup and he could make me look perfect. Within twenty minutes of me texting him he was walking in my front door. 
"I brought my make up bitch!" 
"Sweet, I'm gonna throw my outfit in the dryer with a dryer sheet so it smells good"
 "I'll be in the kitchen with the make up!" He yelled as he made his way through my house, I put my sweat pants and a tank top in the dryer with a dryer sheet and walked into the kitchen 
"What are you doing?" Joon asked me as I sat down at the table and pet Rupert
"Uh, waiting for you to do my makeup?"
"Take your clothes off, we can't risk fucking it up by taking clothes off and putting more clothes back on" 
"Fine" I rolled my eyes "you know if you want me naked all you have to do is ask" I joked as we laughed. Once I was stripped down to my lacey black bra and panty set I sat at the table while he got started on my hair and make up, I wanted to look natural but like I put in a decent effort and he definitely delivered. I had no idea when Jimin was picking me up so I wanted to make sure I was ready, once Joon-ho was done with my hair and make up I got my clothes out of the dryer and went to my room to get changed. I decided to break out my new bra and panties that I haven't worn yet, I didn't want to fuck him today but I wanted to feel beautiful. I pulled out my new baby blue lace panties and bra set and put them on, I put my sweat pants and socks on but before I could put my tank top on I noticed I needed to adjust the straps on my bra because I looked lopsided, I walked out of my bedroom staring at my boobs the whole time while they bounced around in the baby blue sheer fabric 
"Hey Joonbug, do my titties look okay? I feel lopsided you wanna help me out?" I yelled as I made it to the living room 
"Uh, Sarah?" He said as I reached into my bra to adjust my boob 
"Hmm?"
He didn't say anything so I looked up and of course made direct eye contact with fucking Jimin while he was petting Rupert 
"Well fuck" I said immediately "oh well.. you know what. It's too late now, you already saw them, no point in running away now. Joon come fix my titties please"  
"Okay" he said shyly as he walked over to me and pulled me into the kitchen 
"What the fuck Joon he totally saw me half naked and now I have to go with him all day!" I whisper yelled 
"It's not my fault! He called your phone, I answered, I let him in, how was I supposed to know you were gonna walk out here half naked flopping your titties around!!?" 
"Because I always walk around half naked with my titties flopping around!" I yelled back, I'm pretty sure at this point Jimin heard it. My thoughts were confirmed as I heard him cough to cover up a laugh. I rolled my eyes as Joon-ho fixed my straps for me keeping my boobs in place, I then put my tank top on and a light zipper hoodie to cover my arms while leaving my cleavage visible in a respectful yet also trying to be sexy way. My hair was down and wavy while my bangs were pinned up, Joon-ho covered the cut on my forehead with makeup since it was faint anyway so I felt pretty confident. I walked back out into the living room 
"Sorry about that Jimin.. how are you?"
"No worries, I'm okay. How are you?" As he spoke to me I noticed we were matching. Black sneakers, grey sweats, I'm in a black tank top, he's in a black tshirt, and we both have light zipper hoodies on. In his sweatpants I also couldn't help but notice the outline of his dick, god I fucking love a well hung man in sweat pants. Thank you sweet baby jesus for blessing me with this feast for my eyes. Amen. 
"I'm great" I responded "ready to go?" 
"Yeah, is Joon-ho joining us?" 
"Um, why would he.. I thought this was a date?"
"It is, I just thought I should be nice and offer since he's in your kitchen and he's your best friend" 
"Pssssh fuck him, let's go" I smiled "HEY JOON, I'M LEAVING! NO BANGING ON MY BED AND DON'T EAT ALL OF MY SNACKS" 
"IT WAS ONE TIME AND I'VE ONLY USED THE COUCH SINCE THEN! HAVE FUN ON YOUR DATE WITH MR SEXY" 
"I LOVE YOU" 
"FUCK YOU"
"WHAT!?"
"LOVE YOU HAVE FUN"  once we were done screaming at each other through the house I turned back to Jimin to notice him laughing, his eyes disappearing as he smiled wide and let the laughter fall from his lips, I felt my soul leave my body. I would do anything to make this man laugh for the rest of his life. That's not fucking weird. 
"You guys are ridiculous" he snorted out as we walked out of my front door and headed to his car. 
"I know, he's weird"
"You both are, but I guess that's why it works"
"True" I didn't realize I was going to be getting into a Lamborghini. Panic set in. A fucking Lambo? What if I'm too heavy and the door gets stuck in the grass? Or it scrapes the curb and I have to get out and adjust the door before I slide back in? What if he needs to move so I can get in without making the car dip too much? Oh god, now I'm in a Lambo with a sexy stranger.. I have no idea what the hell this man even does for a living. For all I know he's gonna cut me up and sell my pieces on the black market. Fuck. I need a cigarette but I'm not smoking in a Lambo. While I was hiding my panic attack Jimin started speaking 
"I figured we could go get lunch, and then head to my place for the real date" 
"The real date is at your house? You could've just said it was a booty call instead of a date" 
"Um, no. It's not a booty call, I don't plan on having sex with you today. This is a legit date" he started the car and headed off to wherever we were going 
"Oh great, so you're going to chop me up into pieces then..awesome. Good luck explaining to Rupert why his mommy didn't come home" 
"Your dry sense of humor and sarcasm make it so hard to tell when you're kidding or being dead serious" 
"You'll get used to it"
"So you plan on keeping me then?" He turned his head towards me and winked before focusing back on the road
"Oh you smooth mother fucker" 
"You'll get used to it" he laughed making me giggle