My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 29

Jimin ran into the bathroom so fast slamming the door open so hard it put a hole in the wall from the door knob as he tripped over his own two feet and slid across the tiles, without thinking I dropped the stick and squatted down 
"Holy shit Jimin, are you okay?"
"Ow..fuck that hurt..are you okay?" He rolled over so his back was on the floor and he stared up at me hovering over him 
"No" I answered honestly, I felt my eyes start to water 
"Baby what's wrong?" His face changed to a concerned and sad expression, he went to move but winced 
"Just stay down here with me" I pushed his chest down with my palm
"Baby you're scaring me, what happened?"
"I'm fucking terrified right now and I can't think straight" I swallowed a lump in my throat as the tears rolled down 
"Sarah" he went to move again and I pushed him back down
"Don't, just stay here with me" I whispered, he went to hold me and I pushed him away "please don't touch me, I'm not okay right now" 
"Sarah...whatever happened just tell me" his eyes started to water 
"Jimin.. I-I'm possibly pregnant"
"What?" He went to get up again and I pushed him back down
"Jimin..I'm fucking horrified right now. This can't be happening right now" I shook my head and started sobbing, I picked up the stick and handed it to him 
"Baby..this..this is amazing.. I mean..wow..holy fuck" he looked awestruck by the little pink lines 
"no, it's not..this is potentially really dangerous for me and the little bean if it's actually in there.. if it's an ectopic pregnancy I'll have to get it terminated or it will kill both of us. Pregnancy with the implant is so high risk and I have no idea how this even happened. It's good for five years, you can't get pregnant for like six months after it's taken out and mine isn't due to get changed yet..what if..what if I have to..and what if I..and we just moved in literally not even a week ago..and this whole thing has me so scared Jimin" 
"Baby just relax" I finally let him get up so he could hold me as I sobbed into his shirt gripping onto him for dear life "it's going to be okay Sarah, I promise. Whatever happens we'll do it together, every step of the way I'll be there to hold your hand, I'll always hold your hand remember?" I nodded into his chest "there's nothing to be scared of, we'll get you an appointment in the morning and we'll go from there. Worrying about it tonight and crying about it on the bathroom floor can't fix anything right this minute right? So let's just breathe and relax" 
He had a point.
"Jimin.. if I am pregnant..and there's nothing wrong.. I'll have to go off my meds" 
"I know" 
"I'm scared" 
"I know baby, I know. Everything is going to be fine and we'll cross whatever bridges we have to cross when we get to them" 
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I started sobbing hard again unable to control my emotions or tears
"Shhhhh" Jimin cradled me and rocked me back and forth humming to me and caressing my back trying to get me to calm down, I cried myself to sleep in his arms. 

I woke up the next morning feeling dead and empty inside, I was beyond drained at this point. I didn't even feel like I had enough energy in me to breathe. I looked to my right and Jimin was nowhere to be found, I let out a loud groan as I sat up in our bed, Jimin must've moved me and dressed me because I know for a fact I was fully clothed in the bathroom and now I'm in bed in my pajamas. I got out of the bed and opened the bedroom door, I heard Jimin on a call so I silently walked towards him in the kitchen and watched him, he looked so tense
"I know mom, I know. I just thought that it might help her feel better if she knew she had your support through all of this too. She doesn't have parents and I think a mother figure would help a lot….okay...thank you….I know...I will….okay….love you too bye" he sighed as he put his phone down on the table and rubbed his face before running his fingers through his hair. I could tell he was frustrated and sad. I did this. This is all my fault. This is why no one loves me. This is why everyone leaves. It's because I'm fucking stupid and I fuck things up all of the time.
"Jimin?" 
He jumped and turned around, his body relaxed as soon as he laid his eyes on me giving me a million dollar smile 
"Hey baby" he cooed as he walked up to me wrapping his arms around me and pulling me in tightly "do you feel better this morning?"
"Not really" I said honestly, he pecked my forehead and the top of my head before pulling my head into his chest, I listened to his heartbeat and closed my eyes as he swayed us back and forth 
"It is all going to be okay my love, and I scheduled you an appointment. It's at eleven forty five so I was just getting ready to wake you up to get breakfast and get ready" 
"Thank you" 
"Of course" he squeezed me tighter 
"Jimin?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you. I love you so much"
"I know baby, and I love you. I love you more than you could possibly ever imagine"