My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 31

A few weeks later Jimin and I were sitting on the sofa together in our pajamas watching a movie and eating ice cream, my phone rang and I saw Kris's name pop up on my phone I rolled my eyes before I answered 
"Hello?"
"Hey Sarah.. I know you said you needed to quit and I respect that I really do..but do you think maybe just once a week you could come in during the morning and help me with the paperwork and truck orders? Your system works a lot better than mine and with out you I've been so fucking lost. I'll pay you for a weeks worth of work to just come in and bang it out" 
I looked at Jimin who was still intently watching the movie 
"Sure. Every friday morning, six am. That's it."
He let out a sigh of relief
"Thank fucking god, you have no idea how fucking hard these last few weeks have been" 
"Oh I believe it. Your system sucks ass" 
"I know"
"I'll train you while I'm there because honestly after I pop out this baby I'm still not returning to work and christ knows if I'll be able to give you my Friday mornings" 
"Deal. Thank you so much Sarah, I love you so fucking much" 
"I love you too" I rolled my eyes and we ended the call, I looked at Jimin and he was staring at me smirking 
"Kris?"
"Mhmm"
"Wants you to do the paperwork?"
"Mhmm"
"You said yes"
"Yep"
"You owe me twenty dollars" he laughed and I sighed as I pulled my wallet off the coffee table and handed him the twenty dollars
"I genuinely thought he'd be okay! Or that I would say no!" 
"You're too nice" he giggled as he slipped the money into his pocket 
"I know" I sighed and snuggled into him 
"Are you ready to head to bed soon? We have an early day tomorrow" 
"Mmm..depends..are you gonna put me to sleep" I smirked as he chuckled and kissed my forehead 
"How about after your appointment? I'm just a bit too tired tonight love" 
"Aww okay" I whined and pouted my lip making him laugh as we shut off the movie and cleaned up our mess. Part of me felt really rejected that Jimin didn't want to have sex.. my thoughts were going crazy. He doesnt find me attractive all of a sudden? I'm gross? Do I smell? Is he getting it from someone else? And the logical part of me kept telling me to shut the fuck up. Our relationship isn't based on sex and if we never had sex again for the rest of our lives I'd still be happy with him. He loves me, he's the father of my child, he's not some sexual object or something I can use to make myself feel better, he's allowed to say no and I have to accept that. We snuggled in our bed as he squeezed me tightly 
"I love you so much, I can't wait for your appointment tomorrow" 
"I love you too, I'm so excited and nervous" 
"Me too" he pecked my lips a few times before we fell asleep. 

The next morning Jimin woke me up by placing kisses all over my face making me smile 
"Good morning my love and my bean" he rubbed my belly making me smile, over the last few weeks I've gotten more and more accepting of all the belly touches he's given me. My stomach is seriously my least favorite part of myself and I know the further along I get the more everyone is going to want to touch me. The guys are all so excited and I'm not gonna be able to tell them no they can't touch their niece or nephew in my belly. We got out of bed and he made breakfast for us both before we got dressed and ready for the appointment. We're finally going to be able to hear the heartbeat. If it's there. My biggest fear right now is not finding a heartbeat and being absolutely heartbroken that I lost our jellybean. He held my hand for the entire car ride, he knows how scared I am that something is going to go wrong and he's been overly supportive and assuring me that everything is going just fine so far and not to stress out too much. I couldn't imagine having anyone else by my side for this. He signed us in and we took our seat in the waiting room, I tried to sit still but I was so fucking nervous I couldn't stop shaking my leg 
"Relax baby" he cooed as he smiled at me, I tried to smile back at him but it was easier said than done, once we made it back into the room I felt like I was going to cry. I was sitting up on the bed with my legs hanging off and I couldn't stop picking at my fingers and swinging my legs. Jimin stood up and walked over to me standing in between my legs as he gently grabbed my face and started kissing me, he pulled away and softly told me to calm down. I wrapped my hands around his waist and pulled him in tighter and deepened our kiss trying to keep my brain occupied, he tugged at my hair making me moan as we made out in my doctors office. I couldn't help but get turned on, I wanted to fuck him so bad right then and there, until the door opened and my doctor walked in. Jimin and I pulled our faces apart and he looked like he saw a ghost. I looked down and noticed his big problem as he blushed 
"Oh! I'm so sorry, I should've knocked first!" The doctor apologized as her face turned as red as a tomato 
"No don't apologize that's our fault" I laughed as Jimin shifted uncomfortably trying to hide his boner with my leg 
"H-hey doc" Jimin stuttered out 
"Are you guys ready to hear the heartbeat today? I can take you guys to the ultrasound too so we can see the progress and make sure the baby is growing the way it should" she jumped right into business trying not to make eye contact with either of us and I couldn't help but laugh at the situation making Jimin glare at me 
"That sounds good" Jimin smiled, now that he had calmed down, he was excited to check on the bean, she took the doppler and pushed down on my skin.. nothing. She moved it around some until we heard what sounded like a washing machine going crazy
"There it is! There's the heartbeat! It's so strong too!" The doctor had a big bright smile, Jimin was smiling so big his eyes disappeared, and I cried from relief and excitement. Jimin pulled out his phone and recorded the audio sending it to everyone letting them know about the heart beat, he continued to rub my head trying to calm me down as I cried
"I'm s-so h-happy" 
"Me too baby" he chuckled "relax okay?"
"You guys want to go see the jelly bean?" The doctor asked as she giggled and put the doppler away, Jimin answered yes right away as I was still crying trying to compose myself. We made it to the ultrasound room and she rubbed the cold jelly on my stomach again 
"There's the bean" 
"Oh my god" I gasped
"Wow" Jimin whispered as his hand squeezed mine tighter